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2011-08-27T20:43:00.003+08:00

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Gerak Khas Attachment: Final Day

2011-08-27T10:38:00.004+08:00

Salam people.

*you know who is in charge in cases of difficulty, don't you?*

People are waiting for season finale in every single drama series. But for my drama series, I hate the season finale. My season finale means a good bye to a 15 days adventure in this beloved wards.

Anyway people, I came like usual today but looked and felt a bit lethargic. I come and disturb a petite HO doing her work. We chatted about the whole wards and department story, it was fun though to see people in other perspective. She also taught me about ECG.

ECG

First thing to see, whose ECG is that. Them move to the rhythm. If the rhythm is regular, count the rate. How? Let's count the big box from Q to next Q, e.g. 5 boxes. Then 300 divide by those boxes e.g. 300/5= 60bpm! Easy huh? Next, see the axis, which if lead I is positive, and AVF is negative, then it is left axis deviation and vice versa. In normal ECG, both leads are positive. After that we need to see any abnormalities in leads.

V1, V2, V3, V4- anterior

I, aVL, V5, V6- lateral

II, III, aVF- inferior

So, see on that leads if there is ST elevation or depression, T inversion, hypertrophy or bundle branch block etc. And uh yes, yesterday the specialist asked about what causes QT elongation. What popped in my mind was erythromycin as the specialist told me last two weeks after CME about CAP. Other causes include MI, myocarditis, head injury, hypothermia, U&E imbalance etc.

Enough about ECG, I was after that was asked to assist a HO to remove the chest tube. That procedure is aseptic one, thus needing me to scrub, wearing apron and put the surgical gloves properly. I gotta help him to pull the chest tube and doing other assistive task. It was not that hard actually but I need to be more alert next time. I was asked why we should ask the patient to inhale first before we pull the chest tube. I answered about lung expansion and pleura come to each other and all. But the answer is about the negative pressure created in case of patient inhale during pulling that tube off. Hahah..I need to read more so that my answer is of medical student standard not a layman one.

Continue to round business, today we were not met by any asystolic neither apnoeic patient so no CPR today! It had been very dramatic today. There is this schizophrenic patient who was left at a hut by her parent to live by herself. It is very sad actually and the specialist add the drama by telling us another story when she was a MO. There is this makcik having CVA, on RTF and have bed sore. Obviously this makcik needs special attention and nursing. She was on first class ward back then and that reflects the children wealthiness. But, when it is time to discharge that makcik, their children refuse to take that makcik back! WTH right (this is not included in glossary)? Then that makcik stayed in the first class ward for like one year until her death. Dramatic enough, right? Another story, a son putting his mom inside a store and give his mom food in a plate that left on the floor of the store. OMG, he did not even invite his mom to eat together? When you were small, your mom wouldn't even care to eat if you don't have enough food but now?

C'est la vie, people! It is very much make me sad to call it an end. Then, I bid farewell to all the doctors there and leave before jumaat prayer. While waiting for my dad to pick me up, I listen to my iPod. Then I accidentally played this song. I was touched. I thank my teacher here in HoSHAS in Medical Department, in ward XX especially. The specialist, Dr S, Dr. H H; the MOs Dr N, Dr. R and Dr. K, Dr. H, Dr. Y; the HO, Dr. M.N, Dr. A, Dr. L, Dr. S, Dr. I, Dr. N, Dr. M, Dr. Iz, Dr. E; the sister and staff nurses. You all had been a very good teacher. Thank you! God bless you all!

Glossary

ECG- electrocardiogram

CME- continuous medical education

CAP- community acquired pneumonia

MI- myocardial infarction

U&E- urea and electrolyte

CVA- cerebrovascular accident

RTF- Ryle's tube feeding

THE END

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 14

2011-08-25T23:57:00.007+08:00

Salam people

*MO on call is Dr. Glossary, Specialist on call is Prof. Dr. Google*

So today I started by following the ward rounds as usual, menyibuk-nyibuk with HO. Then when the MO came, I started to follow them la. My first case to be noted today is a patient with decompensated CCF and ?stage III CKD. He was on HD yesterday 4hr and 2hr day before. After yesterday's HD, his renal profile showed elevated urea but normal creatinine. This disproportionate renal profile is likely to result from either dehydration or sepsis. But sepsis is unlikely cause the patient is currently on broad spectrum antibiotic. So the MO taper down diuretics he got and see his progress. We also learnt from a visiting nephrology consultant that in severe heart failure, like what the patient had, is likely to be manifested with low BP. But the patient come with high BP, so renal failure in this patient is prominent regardless of his quite high eGFR.

Since the patient is haemodynamically unstable (CCF), CAPD is likely to be an option for that. Also we see patient with peritonitis PD which will complicate as reduce ultrafiltration due to inflammation. This will further manifest as fluid retention and increased BP. In all of these nephrology patient, the consultant want to reduce the dry weight. Dry weight? Everyone got water in them, right?

Dry weight

It is a weight after HD/PD with controlled BP by minimal anti-hypertensives and clinically no fluid retention (pedal edema,pulmonary edema, LL edema, edema, anasarca etc). To know what to do in decreasing dry weight, try to reduce the patient's anti-hypertensives, if BP is high restrict fluid and/or extract more during dialysis.

Ok back to general medicine rounds, we met a patient with altered sensorium (loss of orientation of time, place and people). He is now treated as meningoencephalitis. Revise your meningitis people; know that GCS is not affected in those patients. Pathogenic causes may include; meningococci, strep pneumonia, haemophilus influenza, HSV etc. Also in meningitis, assess maculo-papular rash because it is very much exclusive for meningococcal which is highly contagious. In case of that event, all of us doing rounds needs to take rifampicin and one of the cephalosporin (I don't remember which one). I haven't come across GTC patient for long time but I saw two of them during rounds. That case is under police supervision!

Then, while doing rounds in sub-acute ward, we were encountered with a apnoeic patient hence CPR is indicated. I was like yaay! Not yaay that patient is critically ill, but I got to do the CPR. That pakcik is a 60+ years old having CCF, cellulitis, morbidly obese. He is rather less ambulating in the past few weeks. so we got to do the chest compression and one of the HO intubate him. He is really big, that when I got on the bed, my knee is almost landed on his shoulder. Then we do chest compression and alhamdulillah this is my most successful chest compression I've ever done. I got to raise the HR to 120-200. But the cardiac monitor is rather unreliable, because this pakcik is so big and hairy so the leads fails often.

Anyhow, after series of chest compression we failed to save the patient. A little bit sad because I just chatted with his wife yesterday. He is clinically ok the day before and asked to ambulate before can be discharged, but all of the sudden he develop this apnea. His wife cried when the specialist told her about her husband. I went to utility room to wash my hand and all. Right after came out of that room while drying my hands, a USIM student said there is likely to be one more CPR. That Malay pakcik is having aspiration pneumonia 2ry to CVA. Then it is proven that the family request NAR. Then, we just watch that pakcik departing just like that. Alhamdulillah, his son taught him syahadah and all of us can see that he depart peacefully.

Back to rounds, we attend a lot of cases and the most complicated one should be ACS and all the heart medication. Then we encountered one pakcik presented with pseudo-bulbar like syndrom. He is then diagnosed with tetanus, by the history of being poked by a wood days before. In medicine, drama is compulsory. We saw a makcik with DM and manifested with melioidosis. It is a disease caused by Brukholderia pseudomallei. The thing is that makcik has her first daughter marrying on 31st of August despite the antibiotic course of 2 weeks. Then it was giving the specialist dilemma. Anyway, we then saw another makcik with CVA and global aphasia. All medical and dentistry student were asked about the types if dysphasia. I tried to answer but I swapped the definition of receptive and expressive dysphasia.

We finished rounds on 3.30 and the specialist invites me to the 'buka puasa with department' event that evening. I can't refuse since it had the second time the specialist invites me to that kind of event. We were loitering around the ward when on of the HO approached me to ask me a favor. She asked me to send a cross match sample to the blood bank. When I got up to the ward, one of the MO was about to do LP procedure. It is sort of once in a while procedure because not often it is conducted. I watched that and sitting on the counter having a chat with a MO and HO about future career prospect.

Then I got to attend the buka puasa la. It was a bit awkward at first, but the specialist was there and she is very nice and making me in sort of not-anymore-awkward mood. It was good actually to know the people in leisure time. Also a HO that contracted meningitis and admitted in the hospital attend that buka puasa event. It seems everyone really live in peaceful and harmony manner in this holy month. After buka puasa, I got up again to the ward. Then I was met by two nurses asking me to insert a IV line. I never do that before but I would like to try. I waited for a HO to come and I sorta assist him in doing that. It was so difficult that I tried twice for a makcik but failed two of them. Then I ought to call the HO to do that. Then it was almost 10pm that time. I asked from a HO to withdraw a blood from a patient with dengue fever. As you all should know, dengue patient should have blood collected for FBC TDS. I collected his blood which is easy because he is young and with prominent artery and call it a day!

Glossary

CCF- congestive cardiac failure

CKD- chronic kidney disease

HD- hemodialysis

PD- peritoneal dialysis

BP- blood pressure

eGFR- glomerular filtration rate (estimated)

CAPD- continuous automated peritoneal dialysis

GCS- Glasgow Coma Scale

HSV- herpes simplex virus

GTC- generalized tonic colonic seizure (grand mal)

CPR- cardio-pulmonary resuscitation

HR- heart rate

CVA- cerebro-vascular accident

NAR- no active resuscitation

DM- diabetes mellitus

LP- lumbar puncture

IV- intra venous

FBC- full blood count

TDS- ter die semendie (thrice daily)

ACS- acute coronary syndrome

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 13

2011-08-24T18:17:00.002+08:00

Salam people!

*MO in charge, Mdm. Glossary, Specialist in charge Dr. Google*

Well today I came as usual. Doing rounds with the same friendly HO, finishing all his 4 patients. There is some issue with the patients' insulin. There is some misunderstanding in off-ing some medication. I asked him to consult MO regarding the medication. He consulted the MO after that while I was joining the specialist doing rounds. We were joined by a group of dentistry student from USIM. I asked a HO about persistent hyperkalaemia, which is one of indication of PD/HD. He said, after 2-3 times hyperkalaemia in BUSE result, we consider the patient have persistent hyperkalaemia.

The specialist also do a lot of teachings today, since dentistry student is in their first day posting to this ward. She taught us about things to ponder in CT brain namely; ischaemic changes, ICB, cerebral edema, coning/herniation. So this is what you want to see in CVA patient. You may want to see other lesions in other cases e.g. SOL, psychosis etc. So, as you guys knows eh, brain is divided into 3 different circulation that interconnecting each other.

Posterior infarct may likely to come with cerebellar sign (ataxic gait, incoordination, dysdiodokinesia) and giddiness. While in middle cerebral artery infarct may manifest with hemiparesis and poor GCS. If GCS is dropping, it is indicated to repeat the CT brain to see any bleeding, extension of infarct to penumbra and cerebral edema. We were also asked about DM complication and its' classification.

- Macrovascular

* CVA/TIA

* MI

- Microvascular

* Nephropathy

* Neuropathy

* Retinopathy

Also, in AIDS patient there is defining illness to diagnose that RVD patient had advanced to AIDS stage.

* Cerebral toxoplasmosis

* Cryptococcal meningitis

* Cerebral lymphoma

* Kaposi sarcoma

* Oral-esophageal candidiasis

* Pulmonary Aspergillosis and/or PCP

* TB (not specific to the AIDS stage)

In clerking a patient with RVD, identify his risk factor so that control can be done. They are sex promiscuity, drug usage (esp IV usage), frequent blood transfusion, needle prick in health worker.

Back to the case of misunderstanding in off-ing the medication. The specialist asked why the HO off the drug but the HO remains silent. I don't know what is in his mind but he desperately in need of good reasoning and diplomacy. Anyway, the specialist asked me about AF type which I read few weeks ago but forgot it already. There are 3 types of AF i.e. paroxysmal, persistent, permanent. There is a long list of condition that can cause AF. Among others, they are

* HPT

* MI

* persistent pneumonia

* thyrotoxicosis

* PE

* MS

* alcohol consumption

* heart failure

* Hypo K+

(caffeine can only precipitate the present AF)

While doing rounds, I noticed one of the most crucial preclinical subject; PHARMACOLOGY! There's a lot of situation where your basic pharmacological knowledge is applied. After finished the morning rounds with specialist, I come to the library to read newspaper and read a little bit. Half an hour before 3pm, I came up to the ward ready to join CME. Then I met that friendly HO clerking a dengue patient. As FBC in dengue is needed TDS, I'm quite lucky that the HO allow me to take the blood from the patient. I withdraw the blood and the HO put it in each tube. Then, we intend to do BFMP which I tried to do but failed it. I put 2 drops for the thick smear which is enormous! Then the HO take over and do a proper blood film.

At 3, I followed the specialist to attend CME. While walking there, she showed me a good book to read for better understanding ECG named Making Sense of ECG, A Hands-on Guide. It is available at Sykt Kamal, KL for RM 65.00 only. Before the CME started, I heard about some drama which a HO leaving a comment in a blog bad-mouthing about the hospital administration. Then the 'pengarah' got so angry that he passed a memo on every HOD to find the truth about what that fella said. Dramatic enough huh?

Glossary

PD- peritoneal dialysis

HD- hemodialysis

BUSE- blood urea serum electrolyte

CT- computed tomography

ICB- intra-cranial bleeding

CVA- cerebro-vascular accident

SOL- space occupying lesion

GCS- Glasgow Coma Scale

DM- Diabetes Mellitus

TIA- transient ischaemic attack (an ischaemic attack that last less than 24h)

MI- myocardial infarction

IV- intra venous

AF- atrial fibrillation

PE- pulmonary edema

MS- mitral stenosis

CME- continuous medical education (a class presented by HO in front specialist, MO & HO)

FBC- full blood count

TDS- ter die semendie (latin thrice daily)

BFMP- blood film for malarial parasite

ECG- electrocardiography

HOD- head of department

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 12

2011-08-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

Salam people!

*As usual, in case of any difficulties. consult glossary or Prof. Google*

Actually, today is a long day but there's nothing much to write. I started my day like days before. Came a bit late then go o the ward. I'm intending to follow HO rounds but that friendly HO said that he will not be there for the rest of the day because he need to go to the clinic. Anyway, I saw a patient with empty blood specimen bottle.

I told the USIM student that we still could have the opportunity to do blood sampling. She asked from the HO in charge of the night shift to do blood sampling. After that, I approached the same HO to do blood taking. Luckily, he still not take any blood in acute female cubicle. All of them need ABG except this one 'nenek' that only need FBC and RP. So I tried to take blood from this nenek la. It was quite hard actually to take blood from elderly since their skin is wrinkled and make the vein searching a bit difficult. Luckily, I got to feel the vein. I prick her skin but there is no blood getting in the needle. I tried to adjust it a little bit but to no avail.

I pull off the needle and reinsert the needle after search for the vein for the second time. Alhamdulillah, this attempt is a success. It is quite hard at the beginning but practice make perfect people! After doing that, I thanked the HO and go to the USIM girls to see what happened. There's two of them but they do it together, so as I come there they just completed one patient. They tried to withdraw blood from the second patient but to no avail although they tried it twice. I take a chances to withdraw the blood and praise to God, I can withdraw 3 cc of blood.

But when filling the specimen tube, I notice that the syringe is quite hard to push. Maybe there's clot in that and I was right as soon as I remove the needle. Don't tell sister (head nurse) about this haa? I removed it by using gloves what? It was so dangerous for me actually but I cant think of another maneuver. We just fill the two serology tube but leave the FBC tube empty because the specimen is clotted. Then, after that I followed MO rounds until the specialist come. Today the specialist in charge for this ward before is back from her holiday.

She asked a HO why we can not bring down the BP quickly following ischaemic stroke. The answer: to prevent further stroke to ischaemic penumbra. And the doctor should not hesitating to give aspirin in such patient unlike the patient with hemorrhagic stroke. Also, we were asked about the feature of peritonitis in patient with PD. It is among others, abdominal pain, cloudy dialysis fluid and diarrhea. But the patient got DM also, so gastropathy is more likely since the peritoneal fluid is clear. It is caused by the autonomic dysfunction along the GIT. There is a patient with newly diagnosed PTB. The specialist prescribe INH, rifampicin, ethambutol and pyrazinamide but didn't asked the patient to go the nearest KK or KD for taking the medication as obliged by the DOTS strategy. She said, the DOTS therapy is needed for patient with suspected non-compliance in taking medication e.g. RVD pt, ex-IVDU etc.

After rounds with specialist, I went to the library and took a nap (a 2hour one). When I came up, I was joining the USIM student to search for cases and all of a sudden a chinese elderly pt have asystole. CPR is indicated but was delay due to dispute in NAR status. As usual, we joined the CPR session again this time. Too bad the patient LO already. After that, we observe a PD installing procedure. The tube was inserted to the peritoneal and drained from the same hole. The fluid inserted is the peritoneal dialysis fluid 1.5% dextrose. After that procedure, we continue our observation in IJC procedure. It took a little bit longer time due to patient in-cooperation and ?abnormal vein structure. After that I excuse to go back and that's all for today folks!

Glossary

ABG- arterial blood gas

FBC- full blood count

RP- renal profile

BP- blood pressure

PD- peritoneal dialysis

DM- Diabetes mellitus

GIT- gastrointestinal tract

PTB-pulmonary tuberculosis

INH- isoniazid

KK- klinik kesihatan

KD- klinik desa

DOTS- direcly observed therapy-short course

RVD-retro-venereal disease

IVDU- intra-venous drug user

CPR- cardiopulmonary resuscitation

LO- a term for passed away

IJC- internal jugular catheter

?- query, put in front of a fact that is not confirmed/unknown

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 11

2011-08-22T17:52:00.003+08:00

*Refer glossary or Prof. Google if encounter difficulties*

Ok. I'm back after 2 days off. I came a bit late today, was not hoping for any blood sampling procedure. I headed to that friendly HO cubicle, and he asked me, "tak ambik darah ke hari ni?". I don't know whether that question is sarcastic or is he just saying. Anyway, the ward admission rhythm is not regular lately. There's a lot of patient admitting despite day after tomorrow is active day.

I followed the HO round on his cubicle then 5 new USIM students come to us and observing. That HO asked the student why they followed us. That HO is actually known to be the least 'terror' HO than others. Nevertheless, I think that HO is a very much talented but maybe in other discipline, orthopedic maybe? That students went to follow a MO in other cubicle.

Me myself joining another MO for rounds. But before that, a HO asked me for a favor. She asked me to do blood sampling for patient in sub-acute cubicle. There were three patients to do blood sampling, which two of them is elderly. The first be the mak cik that needs PT/INR sampling. I tried that once but failed. That mak cik is fairly overweight. Then I gave up and tell the patient to wait for another doctor to come. Then I tried to take blood from a young female patient which is presented with fever TRO leptospirosis, malaria. Again, I failed. I gave up and tell her the exact same thing I told that mak cik.

I followed the round as usual and the MO asked me what is the common cause of psychosis. Namely, SOL, drug usage, electrolyte imbalance. I also asked to read about dementia too. After that, another specialist came to the ward for rounds. We joined him, and remember about the RVD pt with PCP? He said, if immunocompressed pt come with pneumonia, suspect CAP first. But this time we need to cover everything (CAP, HAP, atypical pneumonia, PCP and other fungal pneumonia) since his CXR is worsening. We also learned that insensible water loss in Malaysia is higher than that of country in the west by 300 cc, which usually have insensible water loss of 500 cc.

The specialists asked us about bronchiactesis, its common cause.

a) Infectious

- PTB

- pertussis

- persistant penumonia

b) Non-infectious

- Aspergillosis

- Kartagener's syndrome

For bronchiactesis, the most important treatment is to do chest physiotherapy. Because the bronchial is always inflamed that we need to clear that lungs from purulent sputum.

Thalassemia patient although not very much common but comprising of the most challenging problem. These patients having blood transfusion as contraindication unless you know the serum ferritin level. In case of accidental ordering of blood transfusion, iron overload is the case. In iron overload, the most common site for iron deposition are;

a) Pitutary gland

b) Heart > hemosiderosis in heart

c) Liver > cirrhosis

d) Pancreas

e) Adrenal gland

We see a male patient with UTI, which is less common but if encountered, suspect renal stones, vesico-ureteric reflex or other organic causes rather than microbial causes. The other patient was admitted for cellulitis, was ambulated well previously. But after admission, he can't even walk. So the specialist explained to us about deconditioning of Geriatrics. It is a condition where the patient feel comfortable enough of the environment in the hospital that he wouldn't even care to walk or taking care of himself. So, counsel the patient to make sure he is still conditioned to continue his life independently. That's all for day 11, folks!

Glossary

PT/INR- prothrombin time/international normalized ratio

TRO- to rule out

SOL- space occupying eison

RVD- retro-venereal disease

PCP- pneumocystis carinii pneumonia

CAP- community acquired pneumonia

HAP- hospital acquired penumonia

CXR- chest x-ray

PTB- pulmonary tuberculosis

UTI- urinary tract infection

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 10

2011-08-19T20:06:00.002+08:00

*As usual, refer glossary or Prof. Google in case of any difficulties*

Ok. Sorry for the late update. Some familial emergency does take my precious time. Anyway, I had a rather short day today. I went to the ward as usual every morning. I got to be on the same lift with the specialist. She said, "Today we got hospital CME from 8-9am. You can join it and I'll do rounds afterwards". I said ok and thanked her. I went to the ward, putting on my coat, and preparing to do rounds.

I joined on of the HO for morning rounds. She asked me about lots of thing. And we were joined by the USIM student.

First question, in what condition is subclavian lymph node is enlarged?

The answer: gastric CA, which also you may be asked about the pathway of lymph drainage.

Second question, What will we see in Grave's disease patient's eye?

The answer: Exophthalmus, Lid lag, Lid retraction, Ophthalmoplegia

Tricks to see fine tremors better, put a piece of paper on the extended upper limb! Easy! Thyroidism is a fairly frequent case in Malaysia. So you just need to study both hypo- and hyper-.

Come to the most exciting moment of the day. Well, we sort of having this patient suffering for CCF, also some AF but he was not on Warfarin so we were all suspecting the patient have cardio-embolic stroke. He was planned to do plain CT scan for brain and to put on ventilator. Unfortunately, before the Anesthesiology

team install the ventilator, he develop ventricular fibrillation and needs CPR. We were all asked to be ready for any consequences. Initially just the MO and HO doing the cardiac compression. But after a while, the specialist asked me to wear on the rubber gloves and be ready to do the chest compression.

How to do chest compression

I was shaking when putting on the gloves, and the specialist told me to relax and don't panic. That's the key, people! I put my hands on the sternum 2" below the upper border and 1" above the end of xiphoid. And start to push my hand on the patient's chest, I sort of hesitating but nevertheless we need to push 2" deep. While doing compression, we must see the cardiac monitor. That's all I think for CPR today. Also, the specialist asked for the homework she gave yesterday. Thank god, I searched for it and share with you guys!

Glossary

CA- cancer

CCF- congestive cardiac failure

AF-atrial fibrillation

CT-computerized tomography

CPR- cardio-pulmonary resuscitation

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 9

2011-08-18T16:54:00.002+08:00

*Please refer glossary below*

Today, I came a little bit early. As yesterday, there's no blood sampling to be done. I just followed the HO doing morning rounds. He is a good doctor actually, and very friendly. We stroll through his cubicle, seeing patients' progress. Then, I was joining MO rounds. She asked me, "Kau berapa lama attachment, dik?". I answered 3 weeks which she replied, "lama eh macam posting houseman pulak". Well, after that, the specialist came and we followed her.

She reminds all of us, that patient with RVD may come with opportunistic pneumonia. But, if the opportunistic pneumonia worsening, consider covering the patient with appropriate ABx to cover HAP. Also, it is very important for us doctor to know each drug side effects especially in treating elderly. Charcot's triad, a diagnostic triad for ascending cholangitis and biliary sepsis. It includes;

i) Fever

ii) Jaundice

iii) Hypochondral/ abdominal pain

We were also asked to read about Child-Pugh grading for cirrhosis and King's College hospital criterion for liver transplantation.

Child-Pugh grading for cirrhosis

1

2

3

Serum bilirubin

<34 μmol/L

(<2.0mg/dL)

34-51 μmol/L

(2.0-3.0 mg/dL)

>51 μmol/L

(>3.o mg/dL)

Serum albumin

>35 g/L

30-35 g/L

<39 g/L

Ascites

None

Easily controlled

Poorly controlled

Neurologic disorder

None

Minimal encephalopathy

Advanced coma

Clotting properties

PT prolonged 0-4 s

(INR < 1.7)

Prolonged 4-6 s

(INR 1.7-2.3)

Prolonged > 6

(INR >2.3)

It is scored from 5-15. Which 5-6 is Class A, 7-9 is class B, 10-15 class C. For more info, please refer Kumar and Clark's Clinical Medicine 7th Edition, page 347, box 7.3.

King's College Hospital criteria for liver transplantation

Paracetamol induced toxicity

blood pH less than 7.3 24h after paracetamol ingestion

or All of the following

PT > 100s

Creatinine > 300 μmol/L

Grade III/IV Encephalopathy

Non-Paracetamol

PT > 100s

or 3 out of 5 of the following

Drug induced liver failure

Age <10 or >40

> 1 week from jaundice to encephalopathy

PT> 50s

Bilirubin > 300 μmol/L

Ok, too much isn't it?

Glossary

RVD- retro-viral disease

ABx- antibiotic

HAP- hospital acquired pneumonia

PT- prothrombin time

INR- International Normalized Ratio

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 8

2011-08-17T14:16:00.002+08:00

*The title should be 7 1/2 because today is holiday*

*Also, in case of any short form toxicity, please consult the glossary*

Well people, today is Nuzul Quran public holiday in Pahang. I went to the hospital with all the spirit (medical student spirit la konon). So today is considered weekend round which means specialist less likely to come. Nevertheless, I still come early in the morning, hoping to get any blood sampling job but to no avail. So, the JMO in charge taking blood this morning is very much efficient lah! Good for him, but pity me lol.

Then I went to see one of the HO, which is friendly enough to get along with. He is medical graduate from Medan, Indonesia. Actually I'll meet him every morning because now he's undergoing his 'denda'. He was amerced like that because he don't show up to work one morning without valid reason. The result, he need to do every morning shift, in addition to other round he may have. Pity him, but this is HOD decision. Well, we were going through some cases and also talked about our past. Yeah, he's actually brilliant just maybe lack of skill (he is first poster, what do you expect?). Otherwise he is a very good, friendly, emotionally tough doctor.

Then there comes the time for MO round. Same round everyday, but today I learn something about swallowing test. It is a test where we assess the ability to swallow for CVA patient. We give the patient ten spoon of water. The patient fail the test if;

i) Cough after giving water

ii) Drooling

iii) Voice changes after few spoon

If patient fail the test, consult patient's/relatives' consent to install Ryle's tube. If Ryle's tube is not installed, patient may have aspiration pneumonia as complication.

Also, we saw a patient with pleural effusion. He was transferred in from CCU. The pleural fluid is exudative. It is known by calculating the fluid over serum. If more than 0.6, then it is exudative while lower ratio shows transudate. Then, there's this one patient which have malarial disease. His BFMP show 400+ asexual stage but there is new appearance of sexual stage. Thus, this patient should be kept in the bed net most of the time since his blood is ready for transmission by mosquito bite.

After that we saw a CKD patient with fluid overload. Likely to be, she don't follow the ROF given. She developed APO with loud crept after sharp rise of BP. All doctors are working on giving her IV Lasix but her peripheral line is hard to find. Finally, the MO set up a central line in her femoral and give her lasix 120mg stat. She improved and after that, the PD machine and ventilator came. Then she is short of relieved. Also, HO insert CBD in her urethra and that is my first time seeing a doctor inserting CBD to a patient. After that, I sort of tired and excuse from the ward since there is no CME today. I need half day off, I'm not yet a HO (they have 10 days off in 4 month posting!).

Glossary

JMO- Junior medical officer (senior HO, 4th poster above)

HOD- Head of Department

Ryle's tube- a nasogastric tube (inserted in mouth till stomach)

CKD- chronic kidney disease

ROF- restriction of fluid

APO- acute pulmonary oedema

CBD- continuous bladder draining

CME- continuous medical education

Lasix- furosemide (a diuretic)

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 7

2011-08-16T17:06:00.002+08:00

Please refer glossary below

Ok. Today I came a little bit early. It had been a very congested post-active ward. I came up, putting on my stuff, comforting myself and heading to the ward. One of the HO doing ward rounds and I ask him if I can do any blood withdrawing or any procedure. Unfortunately, there is no luck with him. I wander around the ward and asking another HO. Luckily a HO, have some patient's blood still not taken.

I went to that patient, a dengue makcik in fifties, her veins is very much 'hidden' owing to the fact that this makcik is slightly obese. I opened the tourniquet and just left. After that, I got a second patient, a SLE patient, 10 cc blood is needed for this patient which should be filled in 4 plain tube, 1 FBC tube. It is a large amount of blood. Then I went to the patient with tourniquet, alcohol swab, 10 cc syringe, green needle, and cotton ball. She was on IVD in left hand, but her right hand was bruised and edematous. So, I decided a wrong decision. I TOOK THE BLOOD SAMPLE FROM THE LEFT HAND!! I asked from the other HO. She said just don't tell the other HO that asked me to do that blood sampling. Otherwise, all sample was all in good condition! heheh

After that, another Ho, asked me to take blood from a dengue patient. He is young and fair. It should be easy, but I failed the attempt. I withdraw the needle to fast, which is no need because I'm at the right place that time but I just need to reposition the needle a little bit and wait blood to come out. Then I can't do it again although pressure was applied to that site. I then realized this is a dengue patient which compulsorily presented with thrombocytopenia. I excused myself and said another doctor will come. I'm quite disappointed with that. Luckily, as soon as I came out from that room, the HO that offered me SLE patient said there is another patient that need FBC blood sample, a AE COAD patient. She was a rather skinny patient, so it was quite easy to take blood sample.

After that, I followed ward round as usual. I was asked about ascending cholangitis. Also the specialist assessing the HO skills on neuro exam. It was good because I can refresh my memory on how to do the exam.

i) We need to assess the tone then the power then the reflex.

ii) Also, all the power should be assessed group by group

iii) Remember all the motor power grading by heart!

iv) For reflex, please make sure the patient is fully relaxed

v) If reflex negative, do Jendrassik maneuver

A MO also asked me what to see in dengue patient FBC, so it is Hct, Plt, WBC.

Hct- for showing the stage of the infection

Plt- detect any hemorrhage

WBC- increase WBC show case improvement.

Then, we saw the SLE patient, the specialist asked me how to diagnos it. I said depends on criteria. But I can't recall anything but it's mnemonic. It is A RASH POInts aN MD.

1) Arthritis

2) Renal abnormality

3) Antinuclear antibody

4) Serositis (pleurisy/pericarditis or other)

5) Hematological disability

6) Photosensitivity

7) Oral ulcers

8) Immunological abnormality

9) Neurological abnormality

10) Malar rash

11) Discoid rash

We were also asked to read about MODY. There is 4 types of MODY which the most common one is MODY-2. It is caused by glucokinase deficiency. You can search about the rest, huh? I need to go to prepare home-made murtabak for my family!

Glossary

SLE- systemic lupus erethymatosus

FBC- full blood count

IVD- intravenous drip

AE COAD- acute exacerbation chronic obstructive airway disease

Hct- hematocrit

Plt- platlet

WBC- white blood cell

MODY- maturity onset diabetes in young

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 6

2011-08-15T17:41:00.002+08:00

PLEASE SEE GLOSSARY BELOW

So, I'm back people! After 2 days off from the ward, I'm back to K14. Today is active day which means all admission is to this particular ward. Before I went up to the ward I saw a group of student presumably from USIM. I asked them, they are 4th year student. Then, obviously I will have sorta 'gang' in here. I came up then see on of the HO but they all rushing to morning prayer/TO. I waited there with another HO and waiting for them to finish. It took almost one hour for them to finish.

When they came back, I joined the MO supervising HO doing rounds. I joined them until the second cubicle. After then, the specialist arrived. She said to me "Oh, Ibrahem da ada kawan eh sekarang". We were doing round and the specialist asking the USIM student to interpret the ECG. I was sorta 'kantoi' over there while interpreting it. The patient have first degree heart block most likely due to septal MI reflected on V1 ST segment elevation. Then we were met by a CVA pt. The specialist asks the USIM student to assess patient's GCS. I had been seeing it for the past 5 days. I'm not saying I know everything about GCS, but assessing GCS for a patient is not really hard actually once you know how. Practice makes perfect, folks! We continue on rounds until the specialist was instructing a patient to receive PD stat. Then we joined the procedure as observer. It runs smoothly, until a USIM student asks the MO assisting the procedure what is indication for PD/HD. She straightly direct that question to me owing to my short experience following ward rounds.

I stammered while answering that, since I never thought about it. So here's the list!

i) Uremic syndrome (RP)

ii)Persistent Hyper K+ (RP)

iii) Severe metabolic acidosis (VBG)

iv) Fluid overload

v) Drug toxicity

vi) Anuria

I felt relieved, at least I can think at least 3 of it. That means my last 5 days tiredness worth it! Then we continue the round until almost 3pm. We all excused for Zohor prayer. And I promised the USIM students to teach them GCS. Well we assessed 1 patient but stop after that because of inappropriate timing (unfortunately it is time for evening snack!) Those student also went to clerk a patient. Luckily, I reviewed her last week and I told them to hear course crept. It was fun though, chasing for the very low frequency sound.

After that, I encountered this very nice HO. He asked me to withdraw blood from a patient. I nervously tried it. I MADE IT! YEAY!!!! I managed to take blood from an old patient. He is CVA patient, so as patient courtesy, we took blood from the affected side so that he won't feel very much pain. I just wandering around the ward looking for anything to do. Then the same HO asked me to take blood once more but from another patient which is young. He said "patient muda ni senang sikit nak ambik darah, tapi kalau kantoi kena marah teruk sikit la". I smiled while my heart skips beats. I made it once again. Alhamdulillah. I would like to thank the HO to allow me to withdraw blood from his patient. I'm now addicted. Until next time folks!

Glossary

USIM- universiti sains islam malaysia

morning TO- morning take-over

MI- myocardial infarcts

GCS- glasgow coma scale

CVA- cerebro-vascular stroke (a vague word for stroke)

PD- peritoneal dialysis

stat- immediately

PD/HD- peritoneal dialysis/hemodialysis

RP- renal profile

VBG- venous blood gas

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 5

2011-08-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

So, today I started my day by going to pasar pagi to pick up ikan patin. Wearing full formal cloth and shoes is so overdressed for going to market. But I miss going to market in the morning (buat-buat rajin pulak nak pergi pasar).

Ok. Back to attachment story eh. I came this mo

rning and seeing the HO which I did round with her yesterday. I was noted that a patient in our cubicle LO last night. Also a critical patient that has long been there after referral from CCU. Then I meet one of male HO. He is very friendly and I

was with him until the specialist came. Then I follow the specialist on her rounds. She taught me about patient with CBD, after CBD off we need to make sure normal PU because of weak bladder after CBD (especially long CBD usage).

She also ask me to see a tonsilitis patient tonsils. It is very much enlarged, almost at the midline but no kissing (meeting of two tonsils by huge enlargement). And there's this one patient which have eosinophilia, which DDx for eosinophilia include allergic reaction, parasitic infestation, Wegener's syndrome. For high eosinophilic count + mouth ulcer + hepato-splenomegaly, consider HES. Also, she told all of us that in Master program unlike undergraduate degree, you are fail until proven otherwise. New fact huh?

kissing of the tonsils

Also we meet a pt with rather distended abdomen. 5F for causes of distended abdomen is

i) Fat

ii) Faeces

iii) Fetus

iv) Fluid

v) Flatus

One of the most important thing you need to know is how to evaluate GCS. Quarter of the ward need to be GCS evaluated. Then I clerk a pt of new admission. He is suspected from dengue fever. P/W fever day 4, thrombocytopenia, high hematocrit, also from dengue prone area and fogging history. I clerk him, with another HO. She was showing me how to clerk the pt. Last few days she also asked me to clerk an anemic pt. I got this one scheme for clerking the pt.

1) Demographic detail (age, sex, work, where he live etc.

2) Complaining Of (C/O)

3) History of Present Illness

4) Severity Rate

5) Past Medical & Surgery Hx

6) Medication Hx

7) Allergy

8) Family Hx

9) Social Hx

10) Summary

That patient on examination both lung clear, CVS DRNM S1S2, Pulse Rate 78. My impression is dengue fever, because of fever, thrombocytopenia and from dengue prone area. And Dengue (IgM) Rapid Test is pending. After those clerking, I went to jumaat prayer with one of senior HO. After got back from the prayer, I go and check the dengue pt and make sure he is comfortable. After assessing the pt, I was asked if I wanna try to do venepuncture on a patient. I did it half way. I wrongly inserted the needle subdermal, which it should be in side the vein. KANTOI!!! (Malu gile! Kesian patient). Then the HO did it. It is easy actually when you know how (Tak serik, nak buat lagi tuh). Then at 3, we all went to HO presentation CME. It was about CAP, sign symptom, Mx and Tx. It was a long topic. It took hour and half to be finished.

After CME presentation, we all went up to the ward and do ward round. The specialist is teaching me about reading ECG which I consider difficult. So, when you see an ECG, there is a long lead II wave called rhythm strip or long II strip. It is used to see sinus rhythm which is defined as a cardiac rhythm started with P followed by QRS complex and T (occasionally U). I never think a lot about ECG before, but she said ECG is made of 3-D 'imaging'.

Lead V1, V2 is for anterior region, V3,V4 is for septum area, V5 , V6, I, aVL is showing lateral region while II and III and aVF is for inferior region. While aVR is only to see whether ECG is properly measured because the wave should be positive, if negative it should be repeated. Then we met a pt, which is non-responsive on we waking him up. The special way to know whether it is true LOC or the pt just made it up is to induce pain or to lift his arm on his face. If his arm hit his face, then it is true LOC but if he avoided the face, the pt is likely to see for extra attention.

Glossary

LO-a hospital way to say passed away. (abbrev. of ?)

CCU- cardiac care unit (unit rawatan jantung)

CBD- continuous bladder draining (insert catheter in urethra)

PU- pass urine

HES- hyper-eosinophilic syndrome

GCS- Glasgow Coma Scale

P/W- presented with

Hx- history

CVS- cardiovascular system

DRNM- dual rhythm no murmur (normal heart sound)

S1S2- heart sound heard

CAP- community acquired pneumonia

Mx-management

Tx/Rx- treatment (Rx is specifically for medication)

ECG- electrocardiogram

LOC- loss of conciousness

*other abbreviation see below eh? (malas nak tulih laa hahahah)

see you again on monday!

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 4

2011-08-11T18:29:00.002+08:00

Ok. Alhamdulillah today I got no embarrassment tragedy in the morning. I entered the toilet today only after double-checked the toilet label. I head to ward, to be exact cubicle 1-6, yesterday it was taken care of other HO. But, today a female HO take care of this cubicle. She was quite blurred with all the patient there. I shared everything I know about those patient with her. She is ok about me being there but not what I call her. I call her Dr. which she asked me just to call her first name. It is very much awkward to call your senior just names right?

Anyway, I was with her and her supervising MO until the specialist came. I then join the specialist for grand ward round. She is doing grand ward round every day rather than only on active day as what has been practiced by some other specialist. Then we do rounds like every other day. I should call today's round as Humor Round! The specialist told us lot of story of her past experience like confronting alternative healer in ward which against the rule, experience on various background of patient in STD ward etc. She asked me about a dengue patient which have psoriasis in his scalp and face. She asked me what is that? I am not well-acquainted with dermatological patient. I just stare her right on her face and say nothing. She then asked one of HO. Luckily, a HO know the answer and I'm saved from that misery.

There is also patient with snake bite. You can clearly see his very much edematous left hand. Also, the specialist tell me that we need to know what's the snake's species because snake venom are either neurotoxin or haemotoxin. Ah, yes! Sarawak Handbook for Medical Emergency is must have book for all medical department HO. Also, the specialist asked me to auscultate the lung of the patient with HAP, which I heard as crept. of course type. I stammer while answering "I think it is a course crept. She said, "You think it's course?" while ausculatating the patient's lung. Then she pull her steth and my heart skipped a beat. Finally, she said, "Good, Ibrahem. It's a course crepts". I was flattered (padahal biasa je, tapi jakun first time specialist puji, LOL!). Then I continue on her round, which I got to feel a newly post-AVF op hand. It feels really thrilling. The feeling is so weird cause you can feel arterial pulse superficially. Also I ask the specialist to stay at this ward for the rest of these three weeks and Alhamdulillah she allowed me to. YES!! I'm gonna stay at this ward!

Oh, ya! I followed the HOs to CME session. It was interesting for me, I think but I know how many time they heard this so I think they lost their focus. One by one left the auditorium and went back to the ward. So, to sum up from the CME, for those who intended to practice at Pahang, please know Leptospirosis and Melioidosis very well. They are in your daily practice.

Tomorrow, CME at 3pm I will giet you guys updated. Wasalam.

N.B

AVF- it is abbreviation of Arterio-Venous Fistula. It is a procedure to form a fistula between brachial artery and cephalic vein. It is used for HD patient where venous that had been connected to artery will be stronger and can withstand frequent injection. You guys need to read it for better understanding! Happy reading!

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 3

2011-08-10T18:56:00.002+08:00

So everyone, how do you all start your day? I start my day with the biggest embarrassment of the year. I WRONGLY ENTERED LADIES ROOM! I just noticed that after I came out from the toilet cubicle while washing my hand, I see from the mirror a female staff nurse fixing her pants. I foolishly asked, 'ni tandas perempuan ke?". She replied, "saya rasa ya!" which I replied "takpe, jangan bising-bising, saya salah masuk tandas ni!".

On my way to the ward I can't stop LOL-ing! I entered the ward and pretend to be professional, wearing my white coat, stethoscope and books heading to first cubicle. Meet one of HO there, ask if I can join him clerking and thank God he allowed me to. Basically, our cases today is MVA infarct with U/L HPT, SVT with HAP, first fitting episode in 26 yo patient and some other more complicated cases. Alhamdulillah, experience of clerking a patient yesterday gives me some confidence in approaching a patient. Even that kind HO told me to do PE on the SVT patient which have bibasal crepts (because she had HAP). Also he showed me the very much patchy X-Ray. Alhamdulillah, HO of this particular ward are very much cooperative.

Also, after a MO came and ask me a few question and reminding me about GCS and suggesting MacLeod's book to learn clinical examination. Then I saw the specialist came in. I joined her round and seeing lots of new case since yesterday is active day (Ward have three different days in one cycle namely active, post-active and passive, where active day is for active admission and passive means no new admission).

The specialist also tell us about some clinical classification of hypertension and DDx for secondary hypertension. After that, there is this Down Syndrome with failing kidney. She was not suitable for PD because of non-compliance and easy irritability. But she can't undergo HD due to central line stricture. Then, sadly the specialist told the parents that she is departing. The patient didn't say anything, but I can see the gloominess of her mother's eye. Her mother almost cried when she was informed that her 26yo daughter is departing. I am not very good at translating what I saw today but who can? Only her mother know the feeling of knowing your 26 years raised daughter is departing. So, that's the drama for today (Dramatic rounds started to show EOD pattern).

Then, after rounds I came down to library and have a nap (one hour and half sleep is considered nap, kan?). I came up to the ward at 4pm and the HO that I joined this morning asked me, "Eh, kenapa tak pergi CME?". I said I was in library. Hahah..pretty good excuse, right? So in this department/ward, CME is on Wednesday. Then, I excuse myself to go back early. Tired meh...see you again soon!

Glossary:

HO- house officer (pegawai perubatan latihan siswazah)

MCA infarct- middle cerebral artery infarct

U/L- underlying

HPT- hypertension

SVT- supra-ventricular tachycardia

HAP- hospital acquired pneumonia

PE- physical examination

MO- medical officer (pegawai perubatan, basically those who finished their housemanship)

GCS- Glasgow Coma Scale

DDx-Differential diagnosis

PD- peritoneal dialysis

HD- hemodialysis

EOD- every other day (alternat day pattern of events)

CME- continuous medical education (sort of seminar where HOs present about pre-assigned topics of clinical subject)

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 2

2011-08-09T18:47:00.003+08:00

Ok. I start my day quite early today. I came to the ward 7.30, greeted one of the HO. She said, "kenapa awal sangat?". I answered, last year, when I came to the ward at 7.30, all HO finished clerking. She said the usage of paperless system, and some changes in timetable make HO work start a little bit later than before. Alhamdulillah for us future HO!

Then I and other student joined her for morning round. So, when the specialist came, we joined her for ward round. Today's round witness less drama than yesterday. But I see how the specialist scolded the HO on malaria patient. That was really scary and very much worrying, so folks, please ah don't forget your parasitology. Also seeing patient with cerebral toxoplasmosis. She is Retro Viral Disease patient, but the first antibiotic giving her maculo-papular rash so the Dr. need to change to antibiotic that free from sulphur compound. It took to reference book and one phone consultation to solve that problem.

Then I meet my primary schoolmate, Fikri. Have a chat after round and Alhamdulillah his mother is doing good. After rounds, I have rest at pantry, before joining one of Junior Medical Officer, doing pleural tap for a patient with pleural effusion. While assisting a little bit, I was asked to take his BP reading by automatic machine. Then I did one of the biggest mistake of the day. I use hand rub sanitizer in front of him. His face changed to a sad expression. I did not mean to offend him. But I was told by my colleague not to do it again.

Right after coming out from that procedure room, I was confronted by another HO. She asked me a favor. I was asked to clerk a patient. I was like, what??? I never clerk any patient before. I asked her if she will be with me. The answer is NO! I need to do it by my own. Then I clerk the patient according to guidelines stated in Oxford Handbook of Clinical Medicine (note that Oxford Press never pay me for this, lol).

I clerk the patient, but my clerking is not deep enough, I didn't notice that she had gout, didn't notice her previous hospitalisation and other relevant medical history. But I learnt something today, that clerking is not as tough as I thought before. So, people please revise your history taking skills ok!

Then the doctor asked me to take her BP and I missed it! I need to polish up my skills. It is sort of hard to take manual BP after leaving CVS block 3 semester ago. Then I was asked about iron deficiency anemia signs and symptom. It was ok, but I need to read more. Well, one of the toughest thing I need to master is understanding what the doctor and nurses ask. Abbreviation, low voice, high noise contribute to its difficulties. Last time, I was asked to find ECG sheet for the patient, but end up ordering a new ECG reading from a nursing student.

p/s: this one is off record ah, I saw a 7-days houseman crying in front of the computer. Take note ya folks. Learn how to manage your emotion from now ok!

Gerak Khas Attachment: Day 1

2011-08-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

So, basically, today is just like other normal day to others, but for me, my heart start skipping most of the beats this morning. Today is my first day doing attachment this year. Although I had gone through this last year, but it is a whole new experience! (Just because I learnt all the preclinical component)

I reach Hospital Sultan Haji Ahmad Shah, Temerloh (HoSHAS) at 8. Heading to administration office, seeing En. Moorthi. He send me straight away to Pejabat Pakar. At the office, I spent a lovely 15 minutes waiting for the doctor. Dr. Raj, HOD Medicine was informed to have morning prayer. After a while Dr. Sharifah ask me to go to Kenanga Ward 14 wait for her there. I went upstairs, heading to that ward, seeing Dr. Kavitha. She asked me to see Dr. Sharifah first, but I said she asked me to wait for her at the ward.

Then, I started hanging around. I followed Dr. Kavitha and Dr. Chong (the HO) until Dr. Sharifah came and supervise us. She is very much interactive. Explaining me about atrial fibrillation, describing the pulse, and some ECG reading. Then, she also asked me to examine a patient abdomen. I did it wrongly. I didn't see the patient's face, didn't sit to inspect. I go straight to palpate the abdomen, skipping inspection. Then, she showed the exact way. Once again I do wrong. I percussed the abdomen by left hand which look so weird. Ok..that's was embarrassing.

Then one of unforgettable thing, is when Dr. Sharifah told this one patient that he is HIV. He shut his eye tightly. Then he open his eyes and said, "Tak ape lah doktor, dah nak sakit nak buat macam mana". He looked deeply to his pregnant wife. Thank god, his wife and baby is so far safe from that disease. I just observe this situation quietly while piling my condolences on patient's family. Then seeing around, a patient with Horner's syndrome. He is affected by lung cancer. I noticed, a lot of patient having dengue fever and leptospirosis. The most famous non-infectious disease is chronic kidney disease. So, for future practice, those disease are of importance!

Until next time fellas!

iskandariah yang saya rindu

2011-03-03T11:42:00.006+08:00

eid adha

2010-11-15T15:17:00.001+08:00

HAPPY EID EVERYONE!

THAT'S ALL, THANK YOU.

nur ya nur kasih...

2010-09-14T07:31:00.003+08:00

tau..cerita ni dah basi berulat dah lamanya...

tapi saya baru habis tgk cerita nih bulan puasa baru nih...

cerita Nur Kasih ni tak adela best sangat..(jgn marah yer peminat drama ni)

tapi yang saya tabik, seni videografi drama ni memang superb.

memang setiap kali cerita arahan kabir bhatia, scene mmg macam tu..

tapi saya suka identiti nya!

macam cerita Adamaya yang saya pernah tengok, cerita tidak se'klise' Nur kasih, tapi teknik penggambaran masih boleh diperbaiki (macam pandai buat penggambaran je!).

semua episod die best...tapi paling best episod 4..memang kelakar...

minit ke 17:30, mase die ajak nur amina masuk bilik, remy ishak tu pose macam die hero hindustan pulak....hahahahah

pastuh mase minit 32:18, ayat mak die macam mengundang bole tahan jugak laa...

18 tahun ke atas je eyh!

jadi kesimpulannya..cerita ni memang best, jadi tak rugi tengok!

p/s tak sabar nak tunggu filem yang dijangka keluar awal taun dpn

nantilaaa

2010-09-04T11:28:00.002+08:00

ok...

dah lama tak tulis blog.

macam da bertahun. tapi malas la.

tengoklaa..kalo rajin!

aku nk tulih mcm2, tp malas...mcm mana nk buat kn..

tlg bg semangat sikit, anyone?

paediatrician....

2010-07-01T02:40:00.002+08:00

salam

rasanya macam dah berbulan tak menampal apa-apa di dinding blogger ini. sibuk dengan banyak urusan, setiap minggu ada exam, presentation bla...bla...bla...

okeh...itu tidak penting. yang penting, lepas exam kita balik malaysia yer?

paediatrik

saya tak tahu, dulu saya kurang minat budak2 kecik ni. mereka sangat mengada (macamla diri sendiri tak pernah jadi budak), tapi sejak akhir-akhir ni rasa macam minat sgt kat budak2.

1) sebab diorg comel

2) sebab sakit diorg banyak dan pelik

3) sebab mereka beritahu perkara sebenar..budak kan tak menipu..

4) sebab mereka ANUGERAH....

antara sebab lainnya, blog ni citer pasal paediatrik....

hari lahir.hari ibu.hari kenduri. + stress

2010-05-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

Selamat hari lahir yang ke-** untuk bunda. Ma, baru je sambut birthday die 9 mei 2010. sehari selepas hari ibu, juga hari kenduri nak lelakinya..

moga selamat semuanya.

sekarang saya tengah stress.. tak tau la plak kenapa saya stress. saya tak tau..jangan ganggu!

sopan-santun

2010-05-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

adab, sopan-santun, sebut apa saja.

orang kata itu adat Melayu. budaya orang timur. sejak bila kesantunan itu hilang?

kadang-kadang orang tak paham kesantunan dan kesusilaan tu penting. walau anda bukan berada di timur.

senang kata,

BERSOPAN-SANTUNLAH.

p/s: tak kisah pun kalau kau ada duit, tapi aku nak tengok kau punya sopan-santun kat mana.

qatar airways > ALY-KUL

2010-05-01T13:18:00.001+08:00

ini booking confirmation saya. saya nak balik. ada orang nak ikut? atau ada orang nak jemput?

jalan2 cairo, post terlambat

2010-04-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

ini gambar masjid sultan hassan (sebenarnya ini not 100 pound mesir). letaknya di cairo. antara masjid tertinggi di cairo kata musyrif kami. juga dikenali masjid empat mazhab. bukan sembahyang dlm empat mazhab yer. tapi ade kelas untuk empat mazhab

lepas tu melawat masjid el-rifa'i terletak di hadapan masjid sultan hassan. gambar masjid el-rifa'i ada terpampang di not 10 pound mesir. dalam masjid ini ada kubur raja farouk, raja mesir kedua terakhir. serta kubur shah muhamad reza pahlavi, shah Iran yang terakhir yang dibuang ke mesir. kubur dia memang grand sangat. siap ada bendera iran lama, seluruh bilik disaluti marmar hijau.

lepas tu, pergi ke masjid sayyidah aisyah, cicit nabi yang ke-6 kalo x silap. gambar nya ada dalam not 25 piasters mesir. melawat makam ahli keluarga nabi memang mendamaikan. tiada yang lebih mendamaikan di mesir.

kemudian, pergi ke makam imam syafei, imam mazhab kita, sambil-sambil melewati makam widak kalau tak silap, guru kepada imam syafei. di makam imam syafei, ada maam nya dan yang paling istimewa, dikatakan ada kesan tapak kaki nabi. memang syahdu, ada sentimen sayang masih di jiwa alhamdulillah...

meninggalkan makam imam syafei, menuju ke azhar kampus banin di tengah-tengah kota Qahirah. menjejak ke tanah mulia itu satu pengalaman mengasyikkan. universiti al-azhar sungguh-sungguh tempat terpilih. mengambil wudhu' di masjid al-azhar yang terletak bersebelahan. gambar masjid ini terpampang di not 1 pound mesir. berjumpa seorang syeikh, bersalam dengan syeih tafsir yang kata musyrif kami terkenal dan warak.

kemudian ke masjid hussein, menziarahi makam cucu nabi sangat mengharukan. nak tahu perasaannya? marilah ke Qahirah.

ouh..lupa.saya ke cairo untuk urusan tiket..alhamdulillah..dapat naik Qatar Airways tahun ni..

berjumpa ustaz faiz, musyrif saya dan amirul syaiful...

terima kasih juga pada 'kawan-kawan' amirul syaiful di cairo yang mengajak kami makan.

terima kasih semua!

adamaya

2010-04-23T20:28:00.002+08:00

saya baru-baru saja menjengah dunia drama semasa.

paling menarik, drama bersiri baru di stesyen tv swasta, AdaMaya.

cerita ini tentang kahwin atas kehendak keluarga, tanggungjawab dan amanah.

apa yang nak ditulis di sini,

persoalan keseriusan lelaki dalam menjalinkan hubungan dengan ciptaan tercantik, wanita.

betul, wanita betul-betul ingin tahu di mana tahap kesediaan lelaki menerima tanggungjawab.

jangan jadi lelaki di balik tabir. suka-suka tanpa ada keseriusan. ini soal hidup.

siapa yang belum tonton boleh berbuat demikian di www.tv3.com.my.

jika sudah yakin dan mantap. teraju langkah ke depan.

BERSEDIA UNTUK DUNIA BARU!

menulis dan menulis....

2010-04-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

tak nak bagi idea ni 'stagnant' sambil-sambil mencontohi housemate kesayangan, saya bertekad untuk menulis hari ini.

hari ini saya nak menulis tentang penerimaan dan keberuntungan...

kadang-kadang saya pelik tengok orang yang sangat-sangat beruntung tapi x reti bersyukur.

amalan utamanya selalu mengeluh, padahal semua yang diidamkan ada di depan mata. nak kasih sayang?

kawan-kawan sudah cukup memberikan teduhan.

terimalah kelemahan dan kelebihan diri, itu kunci kebahagian, kita ini makhluk-Nya.

satu lagi, nak sentuh pasal mesir bumi anbiya' juga lah.

hari tu ada borak-borak dengan seorang pelajar arab dalam kelas kami.

katanya, dia perasan yang segelintir pelajar malaysia masih enggan menerima mesir sebagai tempat belajar. home-sick? mungkin!

tapi se'home-sick' mana pun, sila terima bumi ini sebagai tempat berbakti.

walau setiap hari hampir dilanggar kereta,

walau setiap hari bergaduh (baca: tawar-menawar) dengan pakcik teksi,

walau kelewatan urusan arab menjadi makanan ruji,

terimalah...

bumi ini tempat kehidupan,

bumi ini tempat galian ilmu,

walau dengan mikroskop zaman perang dunia kedua,

TERIMALAH BAHAWA MIKROSKOP TUA ITU MENDIDIK PROFESOR TERULUNG YANG BERBAKTI PADA KITA SEKARANG!

womanizer.dramatist.perfomer

2010-04-21T04:42:00.000+08:00

apresiasi

2010-04-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

saya suka menulis, dulu saya selalu menulis.

mungkin lepas baca ni, ada yang cakap "itulah..orang da cakap dulu!"

ya..saya mengaku. saya silap.

saya anggap menulis bukan aset saya, aset orang macam kepalakotak.

saya tahu, saya tak sehebat kepalakotak dalam bab-bab menulis ni, tapi tetap saya

suka menulis.

saya silap. saya sepatutnya apresiasi bakat saya. bukan biarkannya dorman, kusam bertapuk dalam diri.

saya perlu menulis. katakan ia dari hatiku ada tanya, penulis tak menulis ke?

macam-macam jawapan saya berikan.

kenapa saya pilih id penulispahang kalau saya bukan penulis. apa signifikannya?

bagi sesiapa yang mengenali saya, rajin-rajinlah menanya, "awak dah menulis hari/minggu/bulan ini?".

terima kasih!

kesunyian

2010-03-31T00:06:00.002+08:00

masih baru di Hospital Moassah ini, saya rasa kurang selesa. jika nak kata saya cerewet atau apa pun katakanlah. east or west, home is the best. itu orang Inggeris kata. saya pun kata macam tu.

saya rindukan rumah,

tapi sekarang kan ada kuliah, mana boleh balik.

[keluh]

saya rindukan CC (Alexandria faculty of medicine, convention centre)

saya suka kuliah di sana berbanding sini.

tapi boleh ke saya nak kembali kuliah di Azarita?

kalau tak, kenapa tidak?

beri saya alasan yang memuaskan hati.

saya tak bersyukur?

mungkin ya, mungkin tak.

kenapa saya tak suka hospital moassah?

sebab saya rasa SUNYI.

ada orang sudi temankan?

tunggu sekejap

2010-02-26T04:01:00.002+08:00

this is for those who are are going back to malaysia, gotta miss you guys!

and also to the members of Komuniti Belakang Kuliah Handasah

pengaharapan dan impian

2010-02-14T04:28:00.004+08:00

tolak campur, tiga minggu blog ini terbiar kosong. Cadangnya nak tutup je blog ni. Tapi tak pelaaa..

pengaharapan, hari ini, 13 februari 2010. Pagi tadi ada exam anatomy. Next, lusa (15 februari 2010) ada exam microbiology. macam tak ready lagi jerr...tapi nak habis exam cepat.

ok...ada beberapa perkara yang perlu diulas.

pertama, hari ini 13 februari 2010. lepas exam tadi, segerombolan pelajar perubatan menyerbu ATM bank ABC di shalalat, alexandria, egypt. my point is, KENAPA ELAUN MARA TAK MASUK LAGI? saya bukan apa, sekarang da tengah bulan, banyak benda perlu dilangsaikan. ok, kalau kata mara tak ada duit nak bayar elaun buku dan perkakas sekarang, saya masih kata tak apa (ini soal lain). sekarang ni, duit elaun SARA HIDUP mesti dibayar dulu. tapi memandangkan tak masuk lagi, saya tak boleh cakap apa. senyap di mulut, kecoh di blog, kemudian menanti dan terus menanti!

kedua, Alhamdulillah, terima kasih kepada ahli study group yang saya join. kadang-kala yang di saat yang terakhir itu adalah yang teristimewa. setakat ini, semua paper yang telah habis dapat dijawab. tapi saya bukan sempurna, ada lompong kosong yang perlu diisi.

impian saya adalah isu ketiga...

apa impian saya sebenarnya, saya target untuk tahun pertama CGPA 3.0...

hasil usaha saya? hanya 2.9..mampir tapi bukan persis impian!

jadi apa impian saya sekarang?

mungkin apa yang saya nampak sekarang, saya sebagai pegawai perubatan...

beyond that, God knows better!

perubatan bidang saya...bidang yang telah dituliskan dalam takdir untuk saya.

saya istimewa, kawan-kawan sekelas juga istimewa...

juga kawan-kawan saya di bidang berlainan.

mereka istimewa, dipilih untuk mendalami bidang masing-masing.

saya ada diajukan soalan.

perubatan ni untuk pelajar genius ke? (lebih kurang macam ni soalannya)

saya jawab TAK!

saya kata, medic untuk yang berkeinginan. kalau berkeinginan, semua boleh diatur..

saya tak nafikan kepandaian diperlukan.

tapi menurut saya, kepandaian adalah kunci fleksibiliti pelajar perubatan dalam mendalami perubatan!

fikir di takah mana anda berada... jumpa lagi di post mendatang!

-KERJA TUHAN SIAPA TAHU-

life's like pathoogy jar

2010-01-23T04:10:00.002+08:00

adakah hidup ini seperti jar di pathology department?

apa yang kita buat bila kita mengadap jar-jar ini?

sedaya upaya kita akan meneliti mana buruk, silap, bobrok jar tersebut.

apa yang kita buat bila kita menghadap jar-jar berjalan?

sedaya upaya juga melihat apa yang buruk, dan komen.

dan bagi membalas jasa kedua-dua aksi ini, kita diberi penghargaan...

pathology department akan beri kita 15 markah kalau kita pandai mengomen panjang lebar.

tapi rasenye Allah tak beri markah yang elok untuk orang yang kerjanya mencari salah orang lain.

bukan tak suka orang berdakwah, yang penting betul caranya...

nih ade citer...

satu hari kami pergi belajar dengan Dr. Basmaa di pathology museum...

disebabkan kelas pathology tuh pukul 12-2, muka masing-masing semua da mengantok.

jadi dr ni tanye

"why you look tired today? look so dull, opaque and lusterless?"

jadi kami berilah jawapan ala kadar jer..

kami pon terus belajar dan belajar...

tiba-tiba...

"this is the valve of the heart with previously defective and having bacterial endocarditis. it looks dull, opaque and lusterless"

dussh! aku pandang Dr. tuh...nak tergelak pon ade. die define kitaorg macam define pathology jars...jadi kesimpulannya, life's like pathology jars!

p/s:jom study praktikal anatomy, physiology dan pathology!

(good luck to my housemate tomorrow; Afiq= Physiology, Khairi=Anatomy)

nak post sementara sempat

2010-01-21T05:23:00.000+08:00

gambar dengan hantaran tunang

ini hari jadi abang aku!

hehehe

semalam internet buat pasal..jadi aku tak post pasal birthday die..dan post ini lewat sehari!

sorry abang ala...

semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki..

serta dipercepatkan jodoh! (tak lama da bulan 5!)

M.O.N.E.Y.

2010-01-05T18:04:00.000+08:00

it's all about the money!
you have it or you don't!

THAT'S ALL!

turkey...to BE or not to BE!

2010-01-05T02:24:00.002+08:00

once again i don't know...

the world seems so cruel to me.

i planned for turkey

but financial seems to be the biggest obstacle...

i have to used a lot of money here..

in a proper and straight forward way to say this,

i don't have enough money for turkey!

urgh...i hope it will be a great escape there in some place where i will spent a week there!

but this place is not that far and of course the cost will be around LE 1000-1500...

so wait for me..."the place", istanna 3alayya!

i don't know

2010-01-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

i feel like crying..

i don't know why.

it's not a new year i do expect

it's the worst January i ever had in my life.

i'd said i hate drama...

please!

i need a great escape.

where i can rest

i really need rest

by rest i don't mean sleeping.

can't you all understand???

i hate the beginning of this year...

i always hope there's silver lining behind the cloud!

OST Talentime

2009-12-14T21:31:00.001+08:00

sedang mencari video untuk ditonton, terjump lagu nih..

sedap la plak..aku pon ape lg...tros download laa..

memang lagu ni best!

pantang larang raya haji!

2009-11-26T17:11:00.002+08:00

menjelang raya haji ni, perlulah kita tahu pantang larang yang tidak boleh dilanggar!
mudah saja, ada tiga pantang;

1) setiap manusia tidak boleh tidak untuk menyembelih sesuatu..walaupun ia hanya ayam katik@ serama! (dah namanya raya korban)
2) setiap manusia tidak boleh menghadiri majlis penyembelihan, kecuali untuk menolong!
3) mestilah menjaga adab berpakaian; pantang memakai baju yang lawa ketika majlis korban! (sebab kalo paki baju lawa konfem x tolong, dan melanggar pantang kedua)

Dan jika pantang ini dilanggar, dia tidak akan diucapkan selamat hari raya aidiladha oleh ibrahemazamanzain!

Kesimpulannya, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!!!

c'est la vie: drama!

2009-11-15T11:55:00.001+08:00

i can't take it any longer...

i hate this part, right here!

but i gotta do it!

sawang2 yang ku tinggalkan!

2009-11-07T12:29:00.004+08:00

kalau aku tengok balik, macam nak tergelak pon ade..

klakar gler ape yang aku tulih ni..

tp alhamdulillah benda nih dpt pengiktirafan..

so bacelaa kalau nak..

aku bantai jer maklumat dier..tp ade yg aku amek dr sketsa.

aku pon x tau aku tulis ape.

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CERPEN

POTRET KASIH FICUS DELTOIDEA

UNTUK ABANG

Indigo. Kalimah itu membina tembok apertheid terbesar dalam hidupku. Abangku remaja indigo. Remaja yang dikatakan mempunyai nilai IQ atau intlligent quotion yang tinggi. Tahap IQ abangku mencecah 155. 25 peratus lebih daripada tahap IQku. Sejak kecil kami diasingkan. Kami tinggal dalam bilik yang sama namun kami dipisahkan dengan sekeping kaca perspek yag merentangi tengah bilik. Aku hanya dibenarkan berjumpa abangku ketika Eidain sahaja. Kecerdikan abangku mula disedari tika dia berumur 13 tahun. Waktu itu, dia baru saja mendapat keputusan paling cemerlang dalam peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Rendah atau SPR dalam tempoh 30 tahun. Hasil keputusan cemerlangnya itu, dia ditawarkan untuk menyambung pelajaran ke Oxford Indigo College, Singapura. Kolej ini ditaja sepenuhnya oleh Persatuan Bangsa-Bangsa bersatu atau PBB di 44E, NY, Amerika Syarikat.

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Aku termenung di hadapan meja kerjaku yang kemas bersusun. Eksperimen penciptaan darah tiruan telah kusiapkan. Sel darah itu ku biakkan dengan bantuan Fe (II) atau ion Besi⁺². Aku sebenarnya telah membuat ujikaji tentang potensi ion besi di dalam membiakkan sel-sel darah berlipat-ganda hasilnya. Ah, segalanya hanyalah ‘permainanku’ sewaktu di Universitas Tiumah dulu. Aku kurang menumpukan perhatian kepada syarahan mana-mana pensyarah. Segalanya telah aku baca dan ianya telah masak di dalam fikiranku. Pintu bilikku diketuk perlahan. Setelah dibenarkan, tampang seorang lelaki kurus tinggi terzahir di retinaku. Dia kemudian menyerahkan sekeping sampul surat coklat yang tertera di atasnya “SULIT”. Hatiku meneka. Dari mana agaknya sampu surat sebesar kertas A4 ini. Aku mengoyak cermat mulut sampul surat itu. Terpampang besar mohor Kerajaan Diraja Tiumah. Baru aku teringat, Pengarah Penyelidikan Bioteknologi memintaku membuat penyelidikan tentang fungsi Mas Cotek atau Ficus deltoidea untuk menguruskan badan. Sekali mataku melimpasi pada namanya membuatkanku tergelak. Nama yang gharib kedengarannya di telinga. Katanya pokok ini banyak ditanam di Gua Musang, Kelantan, Malaysia. Malaysia merupakan antara jiran terdekat Tiumah. Kertas dari MOSTI atau Ministry of Science, Technology & Innovation itu kuselak. Terpapar jelas ikatan heliks ganda dua pokok berkenaan. Ikatan asas nitrogennya cukup kuat. Gula pentosnya pula bagaikan diukir. Ciri penyembuh yang kuat, fikirku. Telefon berdering. “ Hello, bisa saya bercakap sama Dr. Malikiy. Saya Fartini dari PT Bioherba di Indonesia”, kedengaran suara gemersik di hujung talian. “ Ya, bercakap. Bisa saya tahu anda ini ada urusan apa?”, balasku tegas dalam kebingungan. Setahu aku, aku belum pernah membeli mahupun berurusan dengan sebarang syarikat dari Indonesia. “Oh, maafin saya pak. Sebenarnya kami diarah oleh Kerajaan Tiumah bagi mengahantarin bapak 30 anak pokok spesis Ficus deltoidea kepada tuan. Jesteru, kami ingin mengkonformasi tempahan itu”, suara helaan nafasku menjadi penutup kalimahnya. Sesungguhnya memang itu yang sepatutnya kerajaan Tiumah lakukan. Aku menyelak lebih lanjut kertas tender penyelidikan. Ku teliti sepenuhnya kertas. Halaman terakhir sekali memaparkan gambar pokok itu. Aku terkasima. Daunnya yang cantik, strukturnya yang menarik, pasti saja membuat siapa pun tertarik. Tarikan istimewa selain namanya! Aku meneruskan pencarian mencari maklumat sedia ada di layar internet. Pelayaranku di internet menemui jalan buntu. Mas cotek diklasifikasikan sebagai unknown plants. Kalau begitu, khasiat mas cotek hanya disedari selepas ianya dimakan tanpa mengetahui pro dan kontra. Fuh.. Eksperimen paling bahaya kukira. Ujikajiku kali ini nampak lebih mencabar. Mujur saja Nutren Optimee IV ada membantu. Mesin ciptaanku itu boleh menjalankan penyelidikan nutrien tanpa mencacatkan sempel. Teknologi yang ku hasilkan secanggih teknologi nuklear milik Iran. Tapi, untuk itu, aku perlu menunggu seminggu saja lagi kerana kebiasaannya, tumbuhan yang diposkan melalui mel udara memakan masa lebih tujuh hari. Telefon berdering sekali lagi, kedengaran suara peonku mengalun mesra. Katanya, aku punyai tamu di luar. Aku keluar dari kamarku tanpa banyak kerenah. Aku terlihat seorang lelaki muda berbaju overall ala-ala pekerja kurier menikam korneaku. “Dr. saya wakil dari syarikat herba Bin Nasuha Trading Pte. Ltd. Nama saya Akmar Rifaie. Saya ditugaskan untuk menghantar 30 anak pokok mas cotek kepada tuan”, aku terkejut lagi tak mengerti apa yang sedang berlaku. “Tempahanku di Indonesia, mana mungkin pula orang Tiumah sendiri yang menghantarnya”, bisikku sendirian. “Oh, ya! Memang saya terlupa sesuatu. Syarikat kami adalah rangkaian syarikat PT Bioherba di Indonesia. Jadi, memang lama sudah kami menerima tempahan membiakkan spesis ini, cuma tiada seorang pun yang mahu mengambilnya”, jelas Akmar Rifaie panjang lebar sekaligus manghapuskan keraguan yang bersarang di jiwaku. Aku hanya menurunkan tanda tanganku. Padanya, salam kasih kuhulurkan. Dia kemudian berlalu pergi. Advencer memburu khasiat mas cotek terzahir luas dihadapanku. Aku pantas mengarahkan tukang kebunku membawa 29 anak pokok itu ke kebun rehibilitasi di tenggara makmal. Aku terus mengangkat dan membawa satu pokok yang telah dikenal pasti ke dalam makmal. Sehelai daun ku petik, lantas kumasukkan ke dalam mesin Nutren Optimee IV. Keputusan analisa ujian sinar gamma yang ku kenakan ke atas sampel daun itu terpapar di skrin. Aku membacanya penuh takjub. Nilai kandungan fosforus, zat besi mahupun flavanoidsnya jauh lebih tinggi daripada kandungan yang dimiliki oleh Tongkat Ali atau Eurycoma longifolia. Kandungan flavanoids yang dimilikinya 600 mol dm^-3lebih tinggi daripada tongkat ali yang mempunyai 143 mol dm^-3 flavanoids. Tannis, triterpernoids, proanthicyannis dan keadaannya yang bebas steroid memberinya nilai tambah. Hebat, khasiatnya tinggi, rupanya cantik namun, ia hanya menjadi perhiasan di laman rumah. Mujur saja ada lagi warga emas di kampung yang mengamalkan tumbuhan ini sebagai makanan tambahan, lantas menarik perhatian para pemerhati agroteknologi. Dila, abang sedang sibuk. Jangan hubungi abang minggu ini. Butang hantar ku tekan. Sesaat kemudian, mesej itu sampai di tangan penerimanya. Dilaysu, gadis bertubuh kecil molek yng dilamar ibu buat abang sebenarnya. Abang enggan mengahwininya. Sebulan selepas itu, abang terlibat dengan kemalangan. Abang jadi gila kemudiannya. Mutiara karangan lelakiku putus membasahi pipi. Abang yang dulu menjadi sanjungan semua kini berubah menjadi orang yang paling ditakuti dalam susun lapis masyarakat. Waktu itu aku masih di universiti, menyambung pengajian tahun pertama dalam bidang Bioteknologi Gunaan di peringkat sarjana. Tika itu umurku mencecah 24 tahun cuma. Abang lantas dihantar ke Rumah Bahagia Tiumah di bandaraya Johan. Segalanya begitu segar di lembayung fikiran. Aku kembali ‘mengunyah’ kertas kajianku. Hasrat untuk mencari khasiat terbesar mas cotek masih belum terpadam. Khasiat flavanoids bagai kurang satu. Semuanya telah lengkap kecuali satu benda, apa dia ya?? Kualiti hafalanku menurun tampaknya. Mungkin kerana coklat yang terlebih kuambil. Ya!! Aku teringat sesuatu. Flavanoids juga berfungsi sebagai agen pencegah LDL atau kolestrol ‘jahat’ di samping menggalakkan pengoksidaan HDL atau kolestrol yang bergun untuk badan kita. Ternyata, khasiat ini pernah dijumpai namun masih belum dipraktikkan oleh mana-mana profesor di dunia. Kandungan flavanoids yang banyak hanya boleh menjadi kenyataan andai ekstrak mas cotek ku hasilkan. Itu hanya hipotesis awalku. Selepas menjalankan pengekstrakan keseluruhan pokok itu, aku dapati kandungan flavanoids meningkat sekaligus menerima hipotesisku. Virtua Rays kini semakin rindu untuk berfungsi . Alat yang memancarkan gelombang mikro daripada larutan bahan kimia ke seluruh badan pesakit tanpa sebaranga kesakitan itu telah lama terpaku di satu sudut stor. Fikiranku kembali menerawang. Merehatkan fikiran memang satu kegemaranku apatah lagi selepas menjalani satu eksperimen yang besar. Telefon berdering lagi. Betul-betul menganggu. “Prof, ada faks baru tiba dari MOSTI”. “Hantar ke bilik saya sekarang.” Beberapa jurus selepas itu, kelibat peonku menjengah lagi di celahan daun pintu. Kertas bertukar tangan. Kertas dari MOSTI itu kulumati meski neuron otakku sudah letah-letai berfikir sedari tadi. Mataku melinang tatkala menyaksikan mesej ringkas. Arahan dari Pengarah Penyelidikan Bioteknologi menyatakan bahawa aku perlu menyaisat sesuatu yang baru. Kaitan menghidu aroma pisang dengan pengurusan badan! Huh.. Entah dari ceruk rantau mana PPB mendapatkan pemerhatian sehinggakan ia menjadi salah satu benda penting. Perkara yang perlu aku jalankan penyelidikan ke atasnya hanyalah perkara yang teramat penting. Fikiranku menggelintar. Sesaat kemudian, aku teringat bahawa Ke Bawah Duli Teramat Mulia Sultanah Tiumah menghadapi masalah kegemukan atau istilahnya obesiti.

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“ Ayah, kenapa ayah mengasingkan saya daripada abang. Satu hari nanti tika ayah sudah tiada, saya tetap akan bergaul dengan abang.” Pernah sekali ku suarakan kebingungan yang bersarang di jiwa. Ayah hanya mendengus sambil berkata, “Malikiy, kamu diam dan jangan campur urusan bapa. Abang kamu istimewa, kamua hilang hak untuk bergaul dengannya.” Kata-kata ayah itu walau bagaimanapun berjaya megubah momentum usaha dalam diri. Aku berazam untuk menjadi seorang indigo seperti abang. Aku sedar tahap IQku rendah, namun, itu bukan kayu ukur kecerdikan sebenar. Aku berjuang meningkatkan EQku atau dikenali sebagai Emotional quotion. Aku percaya pada diri dengan harapan dan keyakinan. Hasil usaha penat lelah titik peluhku, ku berjaya menjadi remaja indigo meski tidak punyai medan kuasa berwarna nila. Aku berjaya buktikan bahawa ke‘indigo’an seseorang bukan ada bersamanya tika dilahirkan. Kemalangan melibatkan abangku juga menjadikan orang ramai sedar bahawa indigo adalah satu nikmat Allah yang akan ditarik balik andai tidak digunakan pada sabil-Nya.

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Eksperimen pisangku berjaya. Aku berjaya mengumpul sejumlah bukti menjadikanku saintis pertama di dunia yang menjumpai rahsia aroma pisang. Arghh… sekian lama sudah tidak aku menggeliat sedemikan rupa. Sudah dua minggu aku mengusahakan kedua-dua eksperimen arahan Pengarah Penyelidikan Bioteknologi Tiumah. Segala urat tersimpul ku elokkan, ku betulkan dan ku urut agar aku bertenaga untuk membuat demonstrasi di hadapan Perdana Menteri Tiumah keesokan harinya. Tikus gemuk, Rattus Muellerri telah ku tangkap tadi siang. Baru saja pagi tadi aku uji khasiat mas cotek dan aroma pisang. Tikus belanda, Cavea porcellus yang ku gunakan dalam ujian tadi ku masukkan kedalam Virtua Rays untuk ujian pemancaran mas cotek melalui gelombang mikro ke dalam badannya. Pengaplikasian aroma pisang ku jalankan menerusi mesin Sinnis Acapolca.

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Terkejut. Terkejut nian aku apabila aku dikhabarkan bahawa ujikajiku yang pertama seumpamanya di dunia ini bukan untuk Sultanah Tiumah. Aku rasa cukup dihina tika aku dimaklumkan bahawa ujikaji ini adalah untuk mengembalikan ingatan seorang lelaki gila yang dikatakan gila akibat mendakan lelemak tebal di bahagian yang minor. Aku terkasima. Letah-letai otakku menggelintar, rupa-rupanya eksperimen ini adalah untuk orang gila. Sepenting manalah agaknya orang gila itu kepada Negara Tiumah ini. Langkahku kian longlai tika aku menghampiri makmal peribadiku. Aku cuma ingin menyambung lenaku. Arghh… Aku masih sakit hati. Buku panduan Virtua Rays dan Sinnis Acapolca ku hempas di atas meja kopi kaca seramik. Aku merebahkan badanku di atas sofa empuk makmalku. “Abang, bangun. Dila datang nak bawakan abang Abang Halikiy. Dia ‘dah dibebaskan dari Rumah Bahagia Tiumah. Dia teringin nak jumpa abang.” Bingkas aku bangun dari pembaringanku. Hampa. Sekelilingku cuma molekul udara yang memenuhi sedari tadi lagi. Khali. Wajah abang dalam bayangan tadi ghaib mentah-mentah, membiarkan aku ghaib dalam khayalan. Aku lantas bangun mematikan hasratku untuk terus tidur. Berbekalkan buku panduan kedua-dua mesin ciptaanku, aku keluar dan mencari peonku. Aku cuba mengajar peonku tentang cara mengoperasikan mesin itu. Aku harap aku dapat melepaskan diri daripada berjumpa pesakitku. Aku benci dia. Kerana dia aku berasa begini kecewa. Peonku berkelulusan ijazah, jadi tidak pula stu kemudharatan untuknya bagi memahami apa yang akan ku ajarkan. Kasihan peonku, belajar tinggi hanya untuk menjadi peon. Memang nasibnya tertakluk di bawah kehendak kelayakan pekerjaan. “ Karim, aku hendak mengajar kamu tentang mesinku.” Wajah bingungnya menjadi balasan yang diterimaku. “Prof. boleh saya bertaya kenapa halanya profesor ingin saya mengetahui tentang cara mengendalikan kedua-dua mesin profesor itu.” Balasan karim itu masih dibauri hormat walau dia sebenarnya sedang bingung. Aku hanya tersennyum mendengarkannya. “Karim, terima apa yang saya katakan sebagai perintah bukan permintaan.” Tenang saja aku menghabisi masa disusuli anggukannya. Ahh, Karim dapat belajar dengan pantas sekali. Dia memang genius. Namun, ketidakmampuan keluarganya membataskan pengajiannya. Memang aku telah diberitahu tentang hasratnya yang dia ingin berhenti bekerja denganku sejurus saja mempunyai wang yang cukup untuk menyambung pegajiannya. Hingga tika ini aku gagal untuk memujuknya mengikuti pengajian luar kampus. Aku kembali menyambung rehatku. Bukan di dalam makmal, tetapi aku aku rindu benar pada tilam empuk di bangloku. Banglo rekabentuk Jepun ini, ku bina setahun selepas menghabiskan tesis ijazah doktorat. Tambah-tambah lagi tika itu, aku baru saja menerima hadiah penghargaan UNESCO atas jasaku mencipta vaksin pencegah dan pengubat AIDS.

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“Abang, baru-baru ni Dila ada pergi ke Rumah Bahagia Tiumah. Dila kepingin melawat abang Halikiy. Tapi, bila Dila sampai di sana, pihak pentadbiran kata abang dikuarantin oleh kerajaan.” Aku hanya terdiam. Aku masih mengantuk hakikatnya. “Abang, Dila cakap dengan abang bukan tunggul.” Jeritan Dila mengembalikanku ke atas katilku. “Emm… entahlah Dila. Mungkin psikitris masih berusaha mengubat abang.” Dila puas dengan jawapanku. Aku kembali menyambung tidur selepas panggilan dimatikan.

Isnin. Hari pertama minggu ini. Hari ini aku sepatutnya sudah terpacak di Auditorium Perdana Kompleks Vesuvius Primee, kompleks pejabat perdana menteri. Aku hanya mengahantarkan wakil untuk membuat demonstrasi. Karim menelefonku subuh tadi. Katanya, sistem akan dinaiktaraf. Permohonan Pengarah Penyelidikan Bioteknologi agar ketulan batu kristal azurite dan lapis lazuli dapat dipancarkan ke seluruh badan pesakit. Untuk kerja semudah itu, aku hanya menyerahkannya kepada Karim. Namun, aku hairan kenapa pula kedua-dua jenis batu kristal itu perlu dipancarkan ke badan pesakit. Karim hanya menyatakan bahawa orang gila yang akan dirawat itu adalah bekas remaja indigo. Oh… Hebat bunyinya. Aku hanya berehat menonton televisyen pada hari cuti begini. Telefon berdering. “Prof, memang profesor wajib datang pagi ini. Pasti saja profesor tak akan percaya bahawa….”. Talian terputus menyuntik ruh ingin tahuku. Aku bersiap-siap sekadarnya menuju Kompleks Vesuvius Primee. Aku tiba di sana lantas disarungkan Karim kot makmal. Aku menanyakannya apa yang terjadi. Dia hanya mengulum senyum. Aku masuk ke auditorium seperti yang dijanjikan. Langkahku terhenti tiba-tiba. Entiti lelaki yang dipegang dua orang pembantu perubatan membunggar lututku. Hampir saja aku rebah. Abang Halikiy d hadapan mata. Oh… indahnya. Eksperimen ini rupa-rupanya untuk abang. Aku biarkan potret kasihku terzahir melalui penemuanku ini. Abang pasti akan sembuh. Bersedia abang…

2,179 p.p

(Pemenang Hadiah Utama, Pertandingan Menulis Cerpen Sempena Hari Buku Sedunia DBP-Kedutaan Sepanyol)

my plan for spring break!

2009-11-06T23:47:00.004+08:00

shopping at the grand bazaar...

having good look of modern turkey at taksim sq.

and breathing the air of bosphorus...

Istanbul, here I come! İstanbul, burada ben geliyorum!

march 2010!

nak kawen ke tak nak?

2009-11-05T17:51:00.003+08:00

bila sekarang da habis immunology block, bolehlah kalau nak kahwin..

tapi sekarang aku dalam haematology block.

nak kawin!

hakhak...x payah nak ngade!

exam lagi 20 hari jer..(atau kurang)

rindu kat ma, abah n my siblings!

nak kawen....

2009-10-20T01:38:00.004+08:00

aku dah sampai ke alex...
rindu pada keluarga membuatkan aku ingin teman..
tapi aku kesunyian...

nak kahwin!

tapi.....

EXAM MINGGU DEPAN LAAAAA....

dah2...malas nak merepek panjang2...
pg study!

Things happen

2009-10-06T13:50:00.003+08:00

There's a lot of things happened to me this september.

1. Of course,its ramadhan.actually a 'balas dndam' ramadhan since i just fnish 3 weeks of fasting here last year..i ate a lot of authentic ASIAN food!
2. I 'almost' fail in pathology paper.but alhamdulillah,Allah still give me oppurtinity to stay here longer.
3. And after ramadhan,syawal come and i am happy to celebrate here in malaysia..also a 'balas dendam' edition of raya!
4. Having Wafa' in our big family really a bless..awarding along and abg mi a bliss and responsibility!
5. Visiting our neighbouring country,Singapore will always be the one that i won't forget!
6. Attending my old school reunion never dissapoint me.meeting with my classmates who are future lawyer,teacher,preacher n etc.
7. Come back to Masjid Ubudiah,Batu 1 and perform jumaat prayer freshen my eternal memoir up.
8. Understand why ma cry when we leave Wafa' because i do feel the same..Wafa' left for kelantan last weekend for 'blik kg'.

I left september with all these memoirs..

And now, it's october. I don't want to go through this, but I have to.
it's DAY OF DEPARTURE FROM KUL to CAI via DXB..

Hard to say goodbye~

10 things why i love singapore!

2009-09-30T13:28:00.003+08:00

1. my uncle, aunt and my cousin were wonderful! miss y'all pakcik mad, acik rossita, khalid, anwar and hadi.

2. i think singapore is the cleanest area in south east asia.

3. singapore is very organized country

4. singapore got a very hi-tech toll system

5. singapore drivers are very polite and they respect pedestrian and cyclist

6. you will feel calmness deep inside the hectic singapore!

7. their government are very concerned of their citizen

8. their facility is up to world class (even tampines got it very own shopping complex)

9. i love their variety of food (nasi ayam penyet, nasi beriani gam (special one) and also fluffy naan at little india!

10. i love to shop there! wide variety of garments, and branded stuff are cheap. next time, i gonna bring more money to singapore and buy lots of stuff there!

it's singapore:ces singapour

2009-09-29T17:19:00.010+08:00

with my dearest merlion

with pakcik mad family

at vivo city

inside the MRT on our way to harbour front

merlion with esplanade at the back

M.E.R.L.I.O.N

ION, Orchard Road

ION Shopping Centre, Singapore!

off to singapore...

2009-09-24T13:18:00.000+08:00

Singapore (Chinese: 新加坡; pinyin: Xīnjiāpō; Malay: Singapura; Tamil: சிங்கப்பூர், Cingkappūr), officially the Republic of Singapore, is an island city-state located at the southern tip of the Malay Peninsula, lying 137 kilometres(85 mi) north of the equator, south of theMalaysian state of Johor and north of Indonesia's Riau Islands. At 710.2 km² (274.2 sq mi),^[7] Singapore is a microstate and the smallest nation in Southeast Asia. This is substantially larger than Monaco and Vatican City, the only other surviving sovereign city-states.

petikan dari wikipedia

selamat hari raya

2009-09-20T06:46:00.002+08:00

selamat hari raya..ampun maaf dipinta..

moga dihalalkan segalanya!

It is too much! enough!

2009-09-09T09:08:00.002+08:00

"Tetapi orang kita yang budiman di sana, mahu dijolok dengan buluh runcing. Sebab itu ada perkataan 'bodoh' dan 'gila'. Beri muka. Terlampau beri muka. Kita sahaja yang terhegeh-hegeh untuk berbuat baik tak boleh juga. "

bacaan lanjut di faisal tehrani.

betul apa yang abi faisal katakan..kita terlalu beri muka.

mereka memang melampau.

tak dinafikan aa yang baik..

tapi yang buruk dah membusukkan nama yang baik...

bila ada bala Allah, baru nak beringat.

bukan baru ni ade siri gempa bumi ke?

tak sedar lagi ke 'teguran' Allah?

nak cakap pun susah...

Malaysia

2009-08-10T14:57:00.002+08:00

i am here now...
late update...sorry

am going back...

2009-08-03T06:44:00.004+08:00

a week ago..
i used to say
"am going back in a week, a weeeek..."

but today..
on this day.
i'm gonna say
"am going back in less than 18 hours"

so, i'm gonna say au revoir egypte!
also ma'as salamah to akhtar, zoolhelmi, azriq and hafiz (abe)

and hope it is a fresh start at KLIA soon!

something.special

2009-08-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

I found a way to be everything
I've dreamed of,
and I know it's in me
that I will become
who I want to be
and I finially found it and I'm taking the long way out
Cause it's gonna be, something special to me
Something special to me

Days go by
and I grow stronger
It takes time, but I'll never let go
Days go by and I'll try harder to make it mine, I know...
Something special to me
Something special to me
Something special to me

I've found
so many things
I've dreamed of
and I know it's in me
that I will become
who I want to be
and I finially found it and I am taking the long way out
Cause it's gonna be,
something special to me
Something special to me
Days go by and I grow stronger
It takes time, but I'll never let go
Days go by and I'll try harder to make it mine, I know...
It's something special to me

More than I hoped for
More than I dreamed of
This is how it should be.
More than I hoped for
More than I dreamed of
This is how it should be.

Days go by and I'll grow stronger
It takes time, but I'll never let go
Days go by and I'll try harder to make it mine, I know.

It's something special to me
It's something special to me
It's something special to me
Days go by and I grow stronger
It takes time, but I will never let go.
Days go by and I grow stronger
It takes time, but I will never let go.

2009-07-29T17:00:00.001+08:00

tak tau kenapa aku letak gamba nih..

tapi aku suka gamba nih...

memori tercipta

JANGAN BACA POST INI

2009-07-16T03:56:00.003+08:00

kalau post baru ni,
orang akan jangkakan satu yang menarik...

tapi post ni tak menarik pon.
sibuk dengan exam skarang nih..

tahniah pada yang rajin update blog!
selamat ber'exam'..
dan
SELAMAT BALIK!!!

2009-05-31T06:45:00.003+08:00

SUARA DARI KEJAUHAN
MENANGIS MERINTIH PILU
TERMANGU-MANGU DI MUKA PINTU
PADA SIAPA SAJA YANG SUDI MENDENGAR

SEBUAH HARAPAN MEMBAWA KHABAR
TANGISAN SI ANAK KECIL
YANG KESAKITAN
RINTIHAN DARI AYAH IBU
YANG SEKIAN LAMA MENANGGUNG DERITA

BERILAH HARAPAN
TABURLAH BUDI
SEMAIKAN KASIH SETULUS BUDI
SEIKHLAS HATI
SEMURNI NURANI
BUAT SEMUA INSAN DI DUNIA

BERSAMA HARAPAN DAN AIR MATA
JANGAN BIARKAN TERUS BASAH DI PIPI
HULURKAN BANTUAN DAN PENGORBANAN
DARI HATI YANG IKHLAS
SIMPATI TANPA NISTA

BERILAH HARAPAN
TABURKANLAH BUDI
SEMAIKAN KASIH SETULUS BUDI
SEIKHLAS HATI
SEMURNI NURANI
BUAT SEMUA INSAN DI DUNIA!!

dan bila palestin

2009-05-29T02:06:00.002+08:00

dan bila palestin

bumi barakah

disirami hujan besi

disimbah darah segar

menyala api nahdah di dadanya

seisi dunia senyap

tatkala semua diragut

direntap dan di tarik

dari tempat asalnya

biar suara sahaja berkumandang

dan tidak berbuat apa

tak akan merubah apa-apa

SELAMANYA!

rasa sedih (bukan emo)

2009-05-29T01:56:00.002+08:00

kadang-kadang kita tak tahu apa yang sedang berlaku.

kita rasa teruji dan adakala membuatkan kita rasa sedih..

normal kalau kita akan sedih lepas kita gembira

dan rasa sedih itu akan hilang disapu kegembiraan yang datang

bukan susah nak hilangkan rasa gembira..

dan gembira akan datang semula selepas duka...

itu janji-Nya

surely with difficult is ease (94:5)

dan roda kehidupan akan datang dan pergi, berputar mengikut waktu..

hanya waktu menentukan...

ouh ya! buat palestina, waktu untuk sinarmu akan tiba!

award..hehe~

2009-05-28T05:15:00.001+08:00

bila jubah putihmu

2009-05-26T05:18:00.001+08:00

Bila jubah putihmu

Dulu ibu selalu basuh jubah putih itu
Kalau ada tanah, ibu basuh
Tanah itu tanah barakah
Tanah antara Hijaz dan Al-Aqsa

Jubah itu titipan ayah
Titipan yang barakah dari tanah suci
Biar jurang jarak memisahkan kami
Ayah masih ada di dalam rumah

Terasa kehangatan darah
Bila dada ayah berdarah dan berlubang
Ibu menangis dan tarik aku ke tepi
Moga ibu ketemu paip untuk basuh jubah ayah

Asap setiap hari jadi makanan
Kami bukan jin
Aku tunggu asap habis
Basuh jubah putih yang terkena darah ayah

'scent of palestine, scent of jannah'

*PUISI INI TELAH DISIARKAN DI DALAM AVICENNA. TIADA ULANG SIAR DIBENARKAN.

tarikh flight dan malaikat dalam teksi...

2009-05-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

aduh..
sedih betul rase bile tak dapat tukar tiket.
takpe..
ade pengubat sedih..
aku masuk SKYWARDS (frequent flyer programme for Emirates Airline)
so..aku ade akses untuk tukar seat flight..
jadi aku da tukar semua seat aku jd window seat dlm sume flight aku..

weee......
abes da cter pasl kapal terbang
jadi..sekarang aku nak citer pasal malaikat dalam teksi..

citer nyer macam nih..
aku balik kuliah tadi, aku rase malas sangat..
jadi aku tahan teksi(biasa univ ke asrama 2 genih jer)
jadi aku pon tahan la teksi..
ade pakcik teksi nih berhenti..
pakai kopiah, dahi bertanda..
betul-betul nampak alim.
aku naik dan bagi salam..
dia pon jawab macam bese..
aku pon dengar la iPod aku..
malas nak cakap ngan driver teksi..bukan paham pon dorang cakap apa..heheh..
tibe2, dia tanye aku...
same'ta qur'an? (kamu dengar Quran ker?)
aku pana kejap...
aku dengan muka malu cakap la tak..
hmm..malu gak laa sebab pakcik tu expect aku baik..padahal tak.hehe..
pastuh..die pon ckp la kelebihan dengar Qur'an..
tapi ade satu soalan yang die tnye aku terkejut..
Allah suke orang yang dengar Qur'an ker orang yang dengar lagu-lagu lagha?
aku jawab musy arif jer..
die kate Qur'an bizzabt,asyan Quran kalamullah (mestilah Quran, sebab Quran kalam Allah)..
jadi lepas kena basuh, aku pon sampai..
aku nak bayar..pastuh teka die kate ape..
die kata tak payah..
aku nak bayar jgk..
die kata x payah...
and ayat last die memang bagus..
'kau tak payah bayar, cuma lepas nih aku doakan kau dengar dan fahami Qur'an, itu da cukup!'

sekali lagi aku terpana...
aduh...banyak benar dosa aku..sape larat kira?

xoxo
baem azaman zain!

put.your.arms.around.me

2009-05-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

That original feeling never went away
That's why I'm standing here today.
Whoa Whoa
So many up and downs
And nothing has changed
That's why you know I'm here to stay.
Whoa Whoa

So put your arms around me
And then stay there forever
Let it always be this way
You and me together

So put you arms around me
And I'll never let go
I know they're easy words to say
But I mean it more then ever

Yours is the kind of love
Makes nothing else feel good enough
And I'm never gonna give you up, Oh no, Oh no.

That original feeling never went away
That's why I'm standing here today.
Whoa Whoa
(Ain't nobody gonna take your place
Only you made me feel this way)

So many up and downs
And nothing has changed
That's why you know I'm here to stay
Whoa Whoa
Ain't nobody gonna replace
Only you make me feel this saved

So put your arms around me
And then stay there forever
Let it always be this way

You and me together

So put you arms around me
And I'll never let go
I know they're easy words to say
But I mean it more then ever

Yours is the kind of love
Makes nothing else feel good enough
And I'm never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no)
[x2]

It can't explain what's the glue that holds us in.
Whoa Whoa
I can't refrain if I had a chance to do it over again.
Whoa Whoa

So put your arms around me
And then stay there forever
Let it always be this way
You and me together
So put you arms around me
And I'll never let go
I know they're easy words to say
But I mean it more than ever
[x2]

Yours is the kind of love
Makes nothing else feel good enough
And I'm never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no)
[x2]

[Outro:]
Yours is the kind of love
Makes nothing else feel good enough
And I'm never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no, no no no)

plt member...sapa wat kat sape??

2009-05-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

Aku selalu dengar pasal perkataan sakti nih..
Tapi aku tak penah nak amek tau. Tapi aku tau la hidup ni perlu pengorbanan..
Memang aku jarang berkorban la..aku tau tuh.
Tapi kalau cakap pasal member nih...aku jadi stunned kejap..
Penah tak aku buat benda jahat kat member aku???
Aku tak ingat..
Macam banyak...sekarang aku duk mesir, family tak der dekat ngan aku..
Jadi aku cuba sedaya upaya jaga hati kawan aku..
Aku cuba ya kawan2!!!
Aku bukan pandai sangat bergaul ngan orang.
Aku pulak tak reti nak buat baik ngan orang..
Memang orang kate aku nih camtuh la...camnih laaa...
Tapi aku da cuba..tolonh la aku jadi kawan yang baik..
Sebab aku akan duduk ngan korang dalam 6 taun(inshaAllah)..
Jadi memang aku betul-betul nak korang bimbing aku jadi orang baik.
Mungkin aku selalu ditch Meerol n Ijad..
fire2 Abey...marah-marah khairi..& etc.
Susah nk recall sumer sebab aku jenis bukan suka buat baik
Jadi aku nak mintak maaf secara terbuka kepada kawan2 aku kat Alexandria.
Mintak maaf pada Yim, Ijad, Meerol, Khairi, Kudus, Akmal, Afiq, Luqman,
Abe, Oden, Iqbal , Tengku nazmi, kadir & etc.
Nilah yang aku selalu sakiti...
Jadi aku memang mintak maaf sangat2..
Boley eh maafkan aku???

Bila hati tak dapat memahami

2009-05-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

Sekarang hidup cukup memeningkan.
Apa yang ada bagai menambah kekusutan.
Pening la..
Hidup kat sini macam mencabar sangat.
Macam tak kesian kat orang macam aku.
Nak kata nasib buruk, tak laa..
Tapi boleh kata jarang nasib baik menyebelahi.
Mujur aku ada orang yang betul-betul sayang kat aku.
.MY FAMILY.

Aku.Punya=aku.punya=mine.is.mine

2009-05-18T14:00:00.000+08:00

Tuberculosis screening test...

2009-05-18T01:16:00.004+08:00

bedah2 katak!

2009-05-10T19:40:00.001+08:00

aduh..
hari ni pertama kali dalam hidup aku bedah katak..
memang tak best dengar..
tapi aku buat memang best laaa..

ni la..laen kali mase tingkatan 5 orang suruh bedah katak, bedah laaa..
ni tak..lari n ponteng makmal sebab geli..
heheheh...terbukak rahsia..
semalam aku beli dissection kit kat depan universiti..
nak tau apa yang dy tulis kat depan tu?
die tulih

"FROG STUDENT
MEDICAL KIT"

aku da pelik...
ape maksud die frog student..
hmm..
kalu tulih "MEDICAL STUDENT, FROG DISSECTING KIT" kira boleh terima lagi laaa..
hahaha..aku pon glak...
macam pelik jer..
tapi tak per laaaa...

so , pagi tadi aku pg lecture dengan semangat..
konon nk dissect katak..
tiba-tiba aku ingat yang aku nih takut/geli katak..
aku pikir2 balik...
pastuh mesej ma (sempena hari ibu, sayangilah ibu anda)
ma kate suh bace ayat kursi sebelum dissect..
yang tuh memang aku setuju.
dan ma suh anggap katak tuh plastik..
tapi x boleh laaa..katak tu original sangat!

mula2 cucuk belakang katak tu dan rosakkan otak dan saraf belakang die..
nak bagi die mati dalam masa yang cepat cmtuh laa...
sebab dr. kate kalau buat macam tuh, katak akan tak rasa sakit..
hmm..aku pon x tau laaa
lepas da matikan katak tu, potong tangan ke atas..
kita tak perlukan tangan die dan kepala..
lepas potong dengan gunting, keluarkan isi perut die..
dah keluarkan isi perut, siat kulit die...
pastuh potong tulang belakang kepada dua..
celup salah satu kaki katak dalam air garam NaCl 0.69-0.7%
ambil yang satu lagi dan pinkan atas gabus...
pin kat rusuk, lutut dan tapak kaki..
senang nak potong sekarang..
masukkan benang kat bawah tendon otot gastrocnemius..
potong tendon die sepanjang mungkin..
patahkan tulang kaki die n buang..
pastuh buang tulang paha pulak..
buang semua otot selain yang melekat pada sciatic nerve..
dah siap untuk dissection...
minggu depan buat eksperimen yer!

question

2009-05-10T19:24:00.001+08:00

1) Do you think you are hot?
hot and spicy!!

2) upload a favourite picture of you..

3) Why do you like that picture?
haha..my most elegance face kot!

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
last friday, during B.O.O.M reunion picnic

5) The last song you listen to?
good girl gone bad-rihanna

6) What name do you prefer beside yours?
my ma n my abah, my along and her consort, angah, abg ipa, abg ala, kak gg and bila!
and also my frens la..kadeyy, afiq, akmal, luqman, khairi, kudus, my roommate (meerol,ijad,yim), my floormate, my hostelmate, and my ALL mate i do have!

7) People to tag?

1. afiq
2. kadeyy
3.tengku
4. luqman
5. khairi

8) Who is number one?
my twin in alexandria

9) Number three is having relationship with?
erm..should i tell u that? yerp..he is having relationship with someone in M****SIA

10) Say something about number five?
future housemate..

11) How about number four?
my guru in how to 'attract' people..

12) Say something about no two?
my best friend (perhaps)

tagging..tagging..tagging

2009-04-26T15:11:00.003+08:00

nih gambar desktop..
memang da lama tak tukar..
malas sangat..
gamba nih menunjukkan layout bandar alex..
bandar alex nih memanjang sepanjang laut meditranean..
30km la lbih kurang...
ermm...kenapa gamga nih?

1. gamba nih ada tunjuk San Stefano, mall terbesar di Alex...
2. nampak gamba laut yang cukup tenang!

again..i tag:

kadir
afiqkarim
luqmanbazlan
tengkunazmi
khair i

sYARAt-SyaRAT taG

1)anda perlu printscreen wallpaper anda yang tengah gune skang
2)bgtau nape anda suke wallpaper anda ituhh...
3)tag 10 people

2009-04-26T15:04:00.000+08:00

001. Name ? Ahmad Ibrahem bin Mohd Azaman
002. Nickname(s)? baem, ayem n penulispahang
004. Zodiac sign ? Leo
005. Male or female ? Male
006. Elementary ? Baiti Jannati, SK Abu Bakar, SK tanjong lalang
007. Middle School ?Sekolah Menengah Agama Al-Khairiah, Temerloh.
008. High School ? Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah, Kolej Shahputra
009. College School ? Universiti Iskandariah, Iskandariah, Mesir.
010. Hair color ? blonde..kui3..black laaa
011. Long or short ? haha..dulu long, skrg short blik
012. Loud or Quiet ? very3 loud
013. Sweats or Jeans ? jeans laa
014. Phone or Camera ? both of 'em leyh x?
015. Health freak ? ehh..mane der
016. Drink or Smoke? ? never kot!
017. Do you have a crush on someone?? hmm..ade kot
018. Eat or Drink ? x..tgh diet!
019. Piercings ? x de
020. Tattoo ? dun want laaa..painful

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing ? never
024. First best friend ? my sister, Kak GG!
025. First award ? for my PTS..hahah, obsolete data!
026. First crush ? x tau laaa..x dek kot!
027. First pet ? heheh..x suke pet..
028. First big vacation ? banyak sgt..smpai da lupa
030. First big birthday ? every year kot!

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating ? peach~ nyam3
050. Drinking ? aqua siwa mineral water
052. I'm about to ? sleep
053. Listening to ? stickwitu, pussycat dolls
054. Plans for today ? cover balik lecture...
055. Waiting for ? balik malaysia

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?? 7 boley?
059. Want to get married?? tunggu abes housemanship
060. Careers in mind ? Family Medicine Specialist..insha Allah!

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes ? eyes..
070. Shorter or taller? ? shorter laaa
072. Romantic or spontaneous ? x memilih
073. Nice stomach or nice arms ? kind hearted..
074. Sensitive or loud ? both!
075. Hook-up or relationship ? relationship.....
076. Trouble maker or hesitant ? trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts ? ade kot
081. Ran away from home ? technically never!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense ? x pnah lg..
083. Killed somebody ? Allah save me from doing that!
084. Broken someone's heart ? selalu laa..
085. Been arrested ? x..
087. Cried when someone died ? of course..my grandparents..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself ? obviously..
091. Love at first sight ? maybe...
092. Heaven ? of course
093. Santa Claus ? nope..
094. Tooth Fairy? nope
095. Kiss on the first date ? lek2 r dlu...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → always..my family
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → happy tapi nk blik malaysia!
099. Do you believe in God → yerp!!! AllahuAhad~
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people →

5 jer boley?

kadir

afiqkarim
luqmanbazlan
tengkunazmi
khairi

2 kisah, 1 entri

2009-04-19T18:48:00.003+08:00

1. Suki suki pegang mayat!

masuk semester nih..baru kami dibenarkan pegang mayat.
pagi2 da beli sarung tangan getah..
supaya tangan x berbau formalin...

da banyak juga otot yang baru belajar..

doakan saya tabah melumati kesemuanya!

2. Kedai makan kotor yang pernah jadi tumpuan...

ISKANDARIAH, SABTU- Dalam jam 1030 pagi td ( 18 April 2009) selepas kelas praktikal.. pelajar-pelajar sction 4 first year lelaki pergi mengambil sarapan mereka di kedai 'Naser', yang mana merupakan kedai yang dikenali ramai dengan harga murahnya. Namun tanpa diduga seorang dari rakan kita yang menempah ruz bi firakh..atau dengan nama lainnye nasi ayam. Namun ulam dicita budu mendatang, nasi ayam yang dihidangkan dengan lauk tambahan iaitu seekor LIPAS goreng.(agak eksotik)..ngeh3. . Beliau terdiam sejenak lalu tanpa segan silu menjerit “ LIPASSS !!!” Hal ini menyebab rakan-rakan yang lain terkezut dengan kejadian yang berlaku.. Suasana menjadi kecoh seketika gara-gara pergaduhan antara pembantu kedai yang mana tidak mengaku salah dengan menyatakan yang lipas itu sbnyar nya ‘basal ma’li’. (bapak bongok btul lee..). Nasib baik tiada pertumpahan darah mahupun jurus2 silat dikeluarkan. Susulan kejadian ini, pelajar2 dinasihatkan agar tidak mengunjungi dan terus memboikot kedai tersebut.

Bedasarkan pengalaman senior2. Ada yang pernah termakan hidangan yang disertakan dengan ulat dikedai yang sama dan mereka juga telah memboikot kedai. Bukan itu sahaja, setiap minggu ada sahaja yang mengadu sakit perut dan cirit birit selepas makan di sana. Yang hairannya usaha ini hanya ‘hangat-hangat tahi ayam’ sahaja. Boikotan itu hanya berlangsung selama seminggu sahaja, lepas tu penuh balik kedai tu..

Jangan hanya tahu marah bila orang mengatakan ‘melayu mudah lupa’,’ muslim mudah lupa’ . Kerana jelas ‘pelajar medic alex MUDAH LUPA’..selepas ini dinasihatkan agar pelajar tidak lagi kesana..Namun tidak dipaksa untuk tidak membeli makanan di kedai itu. Ada juga makanan yang diyakini bersih seperti firakh baneh dan yang sama waktu dengannya.. Fikir-fikirkan lah..ini utk kebaikan bersama.

(entri bahagian kedua ini dibuat oleh kawan saya)

bila result dimumkan...

2009-04-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

sekali result diumumkan...

ada yang bersedih....ada yang berpesta...
apapun yang terjadi, berjalanlah tanpa henti..
terima kasih bagi yang mendoakan...

Anatomy B+
Biochemistry B-
Histology B
Physiology A-
Pharmacology B
Community Medicine B+
Terminology A

ini baru permulaan...

harap-harap tak ada yang nak drop medic lepas ni walau result hebat!

permulaan bulan baru...

2009-04-03T03:10:00.005+08:00

bulan baru mambawa erti yang amat besar (boleh dikira besar la)
bagi saya..awal bulan ini setelah kira-kira dua minggu mengaharungi semster kedua..
semester ini mungkin dikatakan mencabar..
mencabar?
sepatutnya perkataan itu tak patut ada dalam kamus hidup pelajar perubatan..
tak ada yang tak mencabar, semua adalah mencabar dan tak perlu dibanding-banding.

tapi lepas belajar ilmu perubatan lebih lagi..
rasa macam tak sabar nak masuk hospital, jumpa pesakit sebenar.
kalau boleh nak tahu semua penyakit sekarang juga..
dan tak nak lagi duduk atas kerusi dewan kuliah yang agak keras..

sebut pasal mencabar..tadi siang saya ada praktikal Pathology Gross
isinya cuma belajar spesimen organ manusia yang telah di awet..
kalau tengok organ biasa memang rasa biasa.
tapi saya rasa kurang enak bila tengok bayi yang punya pelbagai kecacatan
diawet dalam balang berisi formalin...
rasa macam serotonin dalam kepala diaktifkan dan mengawal pusat muntah...
kata senangnya, agak loya...
kalau mayat biasa dah boleh biasakan diri...tapi dengan kanak-kanak saya kesian..
tak sanggup..

ada juga terlintas di fikiran saya..
saya nak ambil pakar perubatan keluarga...
definisinya...
"a specialty in medicine that are neither organ based or disease based but study of health by family centered from the first contact till rehab"
lebih kurang la maksudnya macam tu..
seronok juga jumpa orang..
sebab saya nak rawat orang macam abah, ma, along, abang ala, kak gg..
rasanya ni je ahli keluarga saya yang pernah jumpa Pakar Perubatan Keluarga U48...
memang diperlukan..

pendapat korang???

hilang.tempat.dituju.

2009-03-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

bukan saya buat entri ini untuk katakan saya kehilangan rumah..

tapi sekarang betul-betul saya hilang tempat dituju
tempat yang dahulunya saya tuju untuk menyelesaikan masalah..
dulu tempat itu tempat saya berjumpa sahabat baik saya..
menceritakan masalah dan melangsaikan kekusutan.

kalau saya bersedih..rumah itu saya tuju..
kalau saya nak marah pun rumah itu saya tuju..
sebab rumah itu ada kawan-kawan saya yang 'cool'
yang boleh sejukkan kepanasan...
yang boleh meredakan amarah...

tapi sekarang rumah itu tidak lagi kawan-kawan saya yang 'cool' ini duduki..
kawan-kawan saya yang 'cool' ini telah dapat rumah baru..
syukur untuk mereka...dapat rumah juga setelah dikeluarkan pemilik rumah..
tapi saya terus hilang tempat dituju..
untuk minta dorongan...dan merasakan diri saya masih lagi ada kawan selain yang menyakitkan..
bukan tak nak pergi rumah tu..
tapi belum apa-apa kawan saya yang 'cool' itu cakap,
"sape nak ajak nko pg rumah?"
mungkin gurauan agak terlampau masa tu..
jadi saya pun pikir..tak apalah..semoga mereka aman bahagia..
lagi senang hidup kalau saya tak datang rumah..

saya ada dengar tazkirah...
tapi tak ingat sangat..
katanya...sesiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari Akhirat, maka muliakanlah tetamu...
betul ke? tak pasti saya sekarang....
hmmmm....

mula semester baru

2009-03-26T05:01:00.002+08:00

kalau mula semester ni, orang akan aktif berblog..
semua nak ada entri baru..kalau boleh setiap hari..
jadi bila orang tanya..saya jawab laa..saya sibuk (padahal tak pun)
jadi bagi orang yang baca blog saya ni (kalau ada), terima kasih kerana terus membaca..
jadi..sekarang kebanyakan permohonan ke universiti dan PILN da ditutup..

jadi saya hanya mampu mendoakan kejayaan adik-adik (menagada betul nak panggil adik, sebab diorang selalu panggil aku abang!) dalam apa yang mereka minat..
moga tuhan memberikan segala rahmat dan keredhaan yang membawa mereka kepada kejayaan..
cehh..macam pakar motivasi pulak..
tak adela...yang penting sesama orang Islam kena bantu-membantu..

cerita pasal bantu membantu nih..saya ambil kesempatan untuk mengucapkan terima kasih..
kepada siapa?
kepada orang yang membantu saya di saat saya kesesakan dan kesempitan serta hilang arah...
macam terlebih hiperbola pulak entri kali ni..
tapi betul-betul jasa kalian saya hargai..
mereka ini membuatkan saya rasa bertuah dan dihargai!
terima kasih...

saya dah tempah tiket nak balik ke Malaysia..
ada banyak kisah di sebalik ini..
nanti ada masa ada lah ceritanya..
huhuh..sedih pun ada...

sekarang tugas paling utama adalah belajar...
selepas rumah dah dijumpai..heheh...
letih laaa cari rumah...
hamdan lillah..jumpa juga..
terima kasih Muhammad Fikri Abu Hassan.nama glam dye kubang..hahah...
rekomen umah baek punye!

terima kasih juga pada k, k dan k sekali lagi...
memang korang sayang aku (macam perasan la ayat ni, tapi siapa tak sayang kawan kan?)..
jadi..pada mereka-mereka ini saya terhutang budi..memang dibawa mati..cewahh!!

jadi..(dah berapa kali jadi eh?)
mesej utama saya..saya nak ucapkan terima kasih kepada mereka yang pernah hadir dalam hidup saya...
go..go..go with wonderful life!

Fw:dari perubatan mesir online

2009-03-16T06:15:00.002+08:00

bagi sesiapa yang berminat dengan perubatan Timur Tengah

dari perubatan.org

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Alhamdulillah, tanggal 12 Mac sekali lagi Malaysia melihat kecemerlangan demi kecemerlangan dicatat di dalam Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia 2008. Tahniah diucapkan kepada semua.

Baru-baru ini pihak persatuan Persatuan Pelajar-pelajar Perubatan Malaysia Mesir (PERUBATAN) melalui Pengurusan PERUBATANonline turut menerima beberapa emel dari adik-adik yang berminat untuk mengetahui lanjut tentang prosedur melanjutkan pengajian di dalam bidang Perubatan di Mesir.

Justeru, di pihak PERUBATAN, kami mengambil insiatif menyusun semula beberapa maklumat permohonan daripada pihak berautoriti dengan harapan dapat membantu adik-adik memohon dan mendaftar melalui saluran yang sah dan berdasarkan prosedur yang betul.

Adalah diperingatkan supaya, semua permohonan kemasukan ke Timur Tengah mesti melalui Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi.

1) Muat turun borang permohonan:
http://www.mohe.gov.my/webkpt_v2/pdf/borg_timur_tgh/borg_medic_mesir.pdf

1) Permohonan biasiswa Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam atau Majlis Amanah Rakyat atau mana-mana tajaan atau pinjaman.

2) Permohonan persendirian terus kepada Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi.

Bagi permohonan biasiswa Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam (JPA) atau Majlis Amanah Rakyat (MARA), anda hanya perlu ke laman http://esilav2.jpa.gov.my/ kemudian MENELITI dan MELALUI prosedur yang telah ditetapkan oleh kedua-dua badan tersebut. Prosedur permohonan kepada KPT akan diselesaikan melalui badan-badan ini setelah permohonan biasiswa diterima.

Semakan maklumat terkini JPA di http://www.jpa.gov.my/ dan pertanyaan mengenai program tajaan JPA boleh dibuat dengan menghubungi talian 03-88853892 (10 talian), pada setiap hari bekerja mulai jam 8.00 pagi hingga 5.00 petang atau emel di alamat piln2009@jpa.gov.my

Semakan maklumat terkini MARA di http://www.mara.gov.my/ dan pertanyaan mengenai program tajaan MARA boleh dibuat dengan menghubungi Bahagian Penganjuran Pelajaran MARA di talian 03-26915111 (sambungan 1133, 1109, 1120, 3623, 3624, 3629, 3620 dan 3619) pada setiap hari bekerja mulai jam 8.00 pagi hingga 5.00 petang atau emel di alamat webmaster@mara.gov.my .

Adik-adik diminta untuk mengambil perhatian serius tentang syarat-syarat permohonan, tarikh tutup permohonan, tarikh temuduga dan tarikh Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor (bagi pemohon biasiswa JPA sahaja) dan sebagainya.

(Sumber: http://esilav2.jpa.gov.my/esila_new/pdf/2009_piln/iklanPILN2009.pdf)

Bagi tajaan-tajaan lain, adik-adik digalakkan untuk mendapatkan maklumat tajaan dan pinjaman dari Yayasan Kerajaan Negeri masing-masing. Dan ketiga-ketiga borang KPT di atas juga turut penting untuk dipastikan diisi dan melalui prosedur-prosedur pengesahan sebelum melanjutkan pelajaran ke Mesir.

Bagi pemohon persedirian, anda PERLU melalui KPT dengan,

1) Muat turun borang permohonan:
http://www.mohe.gov.my/webkpt_v2/pdf/borg_timur_tgh/borg_medic_mesir.pdf

2) Permohonan juga perlu disertakan dengan borang berikut:
http://www.mohe.gov.my/webkpt_v2/pdf/borg_timur_tgh/borg_ssln_2009.pdf
http://www.mohe.gov.my/webkpt_v2/pdf/borg_timur_tgh/borg_tiada_halangan.pdf

Berikut adalah lampiran prosedur permohonan yang turut disertakan di dalam Borang Permohonan dan Pendaftaran Pelajar Perubatan di Mesir kemaskini Mac 2009. Prosedur ini PERLU DITELITI sebaiknya.

JABATAN PENGAJIAN TINGGI
KEMENTERIAN PENGAJIAN TINGGI
ARAS 1-3, BLOK E9, PARCEL E, PRESINT 1
PUSAT PENTADBIRAN KERAJAAN PERSEKUTUAN
62505 PUTRAJAYA

PROSEDUR PERMOHONAN DAN PENDAFTARAN PELAJAR PERUBATAN
UNIVERSITI DI MESIR SESI AKADEMIK 2009/2010

1. Setiap pemohon yang berhasrat untuk mengikuti pengajian bidang perubatan di universiti Mesir hendaklah memenuhi syarat kelayakan minimum yang telah ditetapkan oleh Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi Mesir iaitu mempunyai Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) dengan memperolehi Kepujian dengan sekurang-kurangnya gred 3B dalam semua mata pelajaran.

2. Setiap permohonan untuk melanjutkan pengajian dalam bidang perubatan di universiti Mesir perlu mengemukakan dokumen seperti
berikut:

i. Dua (2) salinan Borang KPT/PERUBATAN/MESIR/2006 (Permohonan Dan Pendaftaran Pelajar Perubatan Universiti Di Mesir)

ii. Satu (1) Borang KPT/SSLN/2009 (Borang Permohonan Sijil Sokongan Luar Negara)

iii. Cabutan Sijil Lahir asal dan empat (4) salinan yang telah disahkan

iv. Sijil terjemahan SPM (Bahasa Arab) yang asal dan empat (4) salinan yang telah disahkan

v. Terjemahan cabutan Sijil Lahir (Bahasa Arab) dan 4 salinan yang telah disahkan

vi. Terjemahan Cabutan Sijil Lahir dan sijil SPM dalam Bahasa Arab perlu dibuat di Institut Terjemahan Negara Malaysia di alamat berikut :

Institut Terjemahan Negara Malaysia
Wisma ITNM
No. 2, Jalan 2/27E
Wangsa Maju, Seksyen 10
53300 Kuala Lumpur
Tel: 03-4149-7210

vii. Terjemahan Sijil SPM dan terjemahan Cabutan Sijil Lahir perlu disahkan oleh Bahagian Konsular, Kementerian Luar Negeri Malaysia di alamat berikut:

Ketua Setiausaha
Kementerian Luar Negeri
Bahagian Konsular
Wisma Putra
No.1, Jalan Wisma Putra, Presint 2
62602 PUTRAJAYA
Tel:03-8887-4159
Faks: 03-8889-2923

viii. Tujuh (7) keping gambar warna berukuran pasport;

ix. Empat (4) salinan pasport Malaysia yang telah disahkan dan
(Muka surat yang mengandungi maklumat pelajar)

x. Bayaran pengurusan dan pendaftaran sebanyak USD 50.00 bagi permohonan perubatan ke universiti di Mesir melalui bank draf dan hendaklah dicatatkan atas nama

Director, Malaysian Students
Department Cairo

xi. Kenyataan pengesahan borang yang bersetem 3. Borang kemasukan dan dokumen lain yang telah lengkap diisi hendaklah
dikemukakan ke alamat di bawah pada atau sebelum 31 Mei 2009:

Pengarah
Bahagian Hal Ehwal dan Pembangunan Pelajar (UHEJPM)
Jabatan Pengajian Tinggi
Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi
Aras 2 Blok E9, Parcel E, Presint 1
Pusat Pentadbiran Kerajaan Persekutuan
62505 PUTRAJAYA

4. Permohonan hanya melalui Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi (KPT). KPT tidak mendaftar mana-mana ejen penempatan pelajar bagi menguruskan permohonan dan penempatan pelajar ke Timur Tengah

5. Sebarang pertanyaan dan kemusykilan bolehlah ditujukan kepada Unit Hal Ehwal Jabatan Penuntut Malaysia, Bahagian Hal Ehwal dan Pembangunan Pelajar, Jabatan Pengajian Tinggi, Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi di talian 03-8883 5873.

Unit Hal Ehwal Jabatan Penuntut Malaysia
Bahagian Hal Ehwal Dan Pembangunan Pelajar
Jabatan Pengajian Tinggi
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Sebarang persoalan berkenaan boleh diajukan di presiden@perubatan.org atau di penerbitan_penerangan@perubatan.org

Semoga berjaya semua.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Menggungguli Kecemerlangan, Mengerat Kebersamaan

Persatuan Pelajar-pelajar Perubatan Malaysia-Mesir (PERUBATAN)

demam pilih kerjaya dan penaja

2009-03-16T05:47:00.002+08:00

salam..
kali ni..entri saya mungkin pelik..
dikala kesibukan rakan-rakan lepasan SPM 2008 yang lain membuat keputusan tentang masa depan mereka..saya jadi tumpuan pertanyaan..
mungkin sebab saya sudah melepasi tahap itu..

saya jengah syarat jpa..
memang banyak plihan kursus bebanding tahu lepas..
ni apa yang saya dapat..

banyak benar kursus baru...
ada optemetri, sains dalam negara, program akademik Jepun melibatkan program perubatan yang baru.tak lupa juga tawaran bagi yang berminat untuk menjadi tenaga pengajar MARA..
kalau nak pendapat boleh ym saya di penulis_pahang@yahoo.com
saya online hampir 24/7
jadi selamat memilih!

eh..eh...da habis laa..

2009-03-15T18:38:00.001+08:00

apa yang dah habis?
exam da habis n skrg ni cuti pon da habis...
cuti ari tu pergi mana?
aderlaaa..

abes exam...memang tak tau nak pergi mana..
ada pulak karnival sukan kat mansourah..semua orang pergi..tinggal aku sendiri..
masa tu memang ditakdirkan untuk jejak jugak Muhafazah Dakhiliyah..seronook jugak pergi Mansoura..mase pergi tuh sekali dgn Ramlee, Azhar, Zufar ngan Po..hehe..pergi nek peugeot..5 org jer..tapi selesa laaa..sampai malam tuh sempat la makan jap n Akmal, Afiq, Khairi dan Kudus ajak pergi Cairo..memang aku da ready bawak barang2 malam tu..mujor laa..

pastuh pergi Cairo naek coaster (bas kecik) ramai2..yang ader mase tuh aku, Afiq, Khairi, Akmal, Kudus, Ammar, Abu ngan Furqan. yang pompuan pon ade..
ade Irna, Diba, Anis, Hur ngan Areqa.
bak kate Areqa nih trip gamble..btol2
nih mmg btol2 gamble..
ktorg sampai kat ramsis pkol bpe ntah..lpas tu sewa hotel kat ramsis n tdo kat situ.banyak pulak konflik sebelum dapat hotel tu..aku ngan akmal n sumer la memang bersusah payah nk dapt hotel..last2 dpt la hotel namenye hotel Venus...aku da x kuar2 dr hotel tu sampai pagi esok. Letih!!!
pagi2 esok tu aku dah bangun dan nak pergi makan..tibe2 akmal call cakap van nak bawak kami jalan-jalan dah sampai..terpasa kami tangguhkan dulu niat nak makan. kami sewa EGP 300 sehari..dari 10pg -5 ptg..lama n untung jugak la kot.
kami keluar dan menuju bandar 6th October.hajat memang nak pergi Dream Park..
tapi bukan rezeki kitorang nk masuk taman tu sebab kitorang sampai masa tengah ribut pasir...
jadi banyak permainan kat Dream Park ditutup..sedeh btol!
takpela..kami kate nk pergi piramid..nak tgk2 pon jadi laa..tapi ribut jugak..x boleh turun..
sedeh lagi..
untuk mengubati kesedihan kami, kami dibawa oleh pakcik Magdy (driver van) ke kilang perfume..duduk2, bau2, tangkap2 gamba pastuh terus blah! sian kan pakcik promoter kat kilang tu...bese laa..student mane der duit bayar perfume mahal2...
pastuh keluar tu ade jumpe pulak pakcik jual pen Mesir..
aku pon beli laa..harga 15 genih jer sedozen..
lalu kami pon pergi la ke kilang buat papyrus pulak..masa tuh masing2 nak tulis nama atas papyrus..
tulisan pon nk tulisan kuno..kuikui...
buat la nama 13 orang..kongsi ramai2 memang best..
lepas tuh kami pergi makan kat restoran cina..
seronok kitorang makan pakai chopstick..
pastuh jalan2 la sekitar bandar Cairo..
last sekali pergi city stars..
mmg besar tp aku x beli ape2 pon
heheh..
c ya later!

2 lagi..

2009-02-24T19:40:00.002+08:00

tinggal dua kertas peperiksaan lagi..
lepas tu saya akan merasa merdeka (hakikatnya tidak)
cuti inter-semester agak panjang..
9 hari..(kalau pelajar ALEX dapat cuti lama sikit...suka betul!)
yelah..kalau selama ni cuti sehari..hari jumaat
ramai yang kata hari jumaat tak seronok sangat cutinya..
mungkin sebab nak berjalan jauh sikit pun susah..
terikat dengan sembahyang jumaat!

cuti ni saya tak ada plan lagi..kalau boleh nak lawat Qahirah..
tak explore habis lagi ibu negara..
ada cadangan macam mana nak habiskan cuti?
takut pulak bosan...kalau Alexandria ni rasanya dah pergi ujung ke ujung..
dari Montazah ke Ra's at-Tin..
mungkin kalau ada masa nak juga ke Ma'moura, Abu Qir (Eir), dan belah-belah barat..
saja nak tengok..ada apa agaknya?
kalau sempat nak berjalan terus ke matruh..
bawa kamera kalau nak pergi matruh..jangan lupa!!
Matruh memang memanggil..dengarnya laut kat sana memang cantik.
Universiti ada buat lawatan ke Qahirah..tapi macam malas nak pergi..
tak nak la pergi lawatan macam masa tadika..

"ya anak-anak! ini piramid...cantik kan?"
"cantik cekgu!" dan "bla...bla...bla"

heheh..konon-konon dah besar tak nak lah ikut cara tu..
tapi kena pandai-pandai jaga diri...lepas cuti nak masuk semester 2!
heheh..cam ma saya pulak nasihat macam nih...
rindu ma n abah...

hah!!
baru ni ada dengar cerita pasal nak beli tiket balik..
saya dah tempah tiket..naik emirates..
dalam LE 4100 la lebih kurang..
ok la kot...
tapi transit kat dubai 14 jam...
mungkin boleh mintak hotel..harap-harap emirates baik nak bagi kami hotel!
dan boleh jalan-jalan kat dubai...heheh..tambah cop je kat passport!
ape lagi eh nak citer...
tak adalah kot..
hepi birthday pada baby-baby februari..
happy biryhday to Naqiuddin, Rahmat, Azri, Kadey dan Falah Hidayah..
untuk special punye birthday..hari 26 februari ye?

cuti...exam..cuti..exam

2009-02-14T05:09:00.003+08:00

kalau saya menyepi dari dunia blog...
itu maknanya saya betul-betul tak sempat nak update..
atau saya malas (jarang-jarang saya malas)

tapi kalau saya menyepi sampai bulan mac ini,
bukan sebab saya malas..saya nak menyepi sekejap..
atau mungkin boleh dikatakan menghormati musim peperiksaan..

memandang sayu

2009-01-31T14:45:00.002+08:00

kalau bab tegur menegur ni, rasanya dah letih....
kalau tak tegur, rasa bersalah, kalau tegur kecewa berpanjangan,
jadi mereka yang menegur ada 2 pilihan,
tegur dan bersedia untuk hampa untuk melihat kesan teguran
ATAU
tak payah tegur dan memandang sayu kesalahan yang pelik.

kalau nk kira perit hati yang menangung, dua-dua memang perit!
tapi kalau nak bijak memilih, kena ada timbang tara dengan efek...
efek?
kalau tak tegur, orang yang sepatutnya ditegur tu akan rasa perbuatan dia betul..
bahaya jugak..
kalau tegur, orang yang ditegur tu akan benci kita.
tapi ada kawan yang cakap,
biarlah sesiapa pun nak benci kita...
kalau nak diikutkan beribu mungkin orang yang bencikan kita..
boleh ikut ke kata kawan saya ni?
boleh kot!!
yang penting kita disukai Allah!

dipergunakan dan mempergunakan

2009-01-27T00:18:00.004+08:00

Kalau saya review balik tajuk ni, saya rasa macam nak tergelak. Memang kadang-kadang saya ada merasakan diri dipergunakan. Dan bila rasa begitu, tanya balik pada diri; bodoh sangat ke aku ni sampai dipergunakan? Bila dah muhasabah balik, semua berjanji akan berfikir lebih panjang dan tidak akan dipergunakan selepas ini. Jadi, bila dipergunakan vuat kali-kali yang seterusnya, semua akan menyesal dan mengulangi janji yang sama. Kalau saya dipergunakan pun saya akan buat benda yang sama. Tapi saya jarang dipergunakan (sebab saya bukan jenis baik sangat dengan orang), saya cuma kasihan kan kawan saya yang dipergunakan oleh teman rapat. Saya tak suka orang yang mempergunakan orang lain. Mereka ini saya lihat bagai orang jahat yang perlu dihapuskan dalam masyarakat. Memang saya geram sungguh. Saya benci orang ini berbanding orang yang sombong. Kalau orang sombong, ditegur hilang sombong. Tapi kalau orang yang mempergunakan orang lain merasakan itu adalah habit mereka. Kalau ditegur pun meraka akan sedar dan menyesal. Tapi bila dah jadi habit, semua tu akan diulang seperti biasa. Saya sayang kawan-kawan saya. Kalau kawan saya dipergunakan, saya betul-betul marah dengan orang yang mempergunakannya! Kalau nak ajak berkawan, saya sokong tapi janganlah berkawan semata-mata nak tahu translation movie memang orang tu tak berguna! Ingat tu, kalau berkawan biarlah ikhlas dan tak mempergunakan.

Lagi satu sifat yang saya benci, kalau orang tu mementingkan diri sendiri. Kalau di tadika memang semua orang bersaing untuk mendapatkan perhatian guru. Tapi masalahnya, kawan-kawan saya ni semua dah boleh jadi bapak orang! Itu yang saya kesalkan sangat. Semua pakat nak mementingkan diri untuk mendapatkan kasih sayang pensyarah. Bidang saya antara bidang yang susah, jadi kalau nak berjaya, perlulah ada kerjasama bukan persaingan! Semua perlu ada rasa kebersamaan bukan bermusuhan! Bidang saya ini kalau CGPA 4.00 pun jadi doktor, kalau 2.00 pun boleh jadi doktor. Jadi saya rasa orang yang bersaing untuk jadi best student ni orang yang paling bodoh dalam semesta. Lain dengan orang yang ambil persaingan itu sebagai semangat untuk belajar. Mereka tak kedekut ilmu macam yang bersaing dan menekan orang lain. Saya kalau orang kata saya pandai, saya aminkan saja! Saya masih belum cukup pandai tapi akan menjadi pandai seiring dengan orang-orang terhampir!

Selamat ulang tahun Luqman, Afiq dan Hafiq Syazwan

2009-01-20T03:38:00.000+08:00

Seronok bila saya hadiri majlis hari jadi kawan seperjuangan. Saya jadi hilang tekanan bersama kawan-kawan lain meraikan hari ulang tahun kelahiran mereka. Sewajarnya hari lahir dikenang sebagai hari yang paling menyedihkan. Tapi, tak perlu rasanya emo sepanjang hari. Cuma perlu mengenang di mana sumbangan kita pada agama, keluarga dan negara. Selamat Hari Lahir!!

pasca mid-term

2009-01-15T21:20:00.004+08:00

Semasa orientasi di Kaherah dulu.

Selepas exam mid-term, saya jadi pelik. Ada rasa macam malas-malas sikit. Huh... Aura malas ni memang perlu ditumpaskan. Jadi saya rasa memang perlukan satu pendorong. Ingatkan nak telefon ma dan abah. Malangnya, ada masalah yang membuatkan saya terpaksa tangguhkan niat itu. Jadi dalam tempoh itu saya agak emo kerana bagai hilang tempat bergantung. Memang dasar anak mak dan abah!

Tapi buat sementara ini saya ada jumpa perangsang semangat saya. Result midterm saya walaupun setakat lepas makan, tapi masih memberangsangkan. Saya perlu teruskan usaha untuk peperiksaan final! Doakan ya?

Gambar presentation Biochemistry untuk final assesment

life with sets of assignment

2009-01-14T02:32:00.007+08:00

In this few days, I do have such hectic life ever. I was assigned with a presentation from lecturer of Biochemistry and Pharmacology. Yeah, it's my fault to complete it in last minute. I do swear that last minute work makes you even worst. As my insistence to do it last minute, I need to carry two presentations in one week. I'm lucky I don't have to make such presentation in the same week. Well, I do think about having this work done just after I was assigned but I do have the strong L word in my skeletal muscle. Hahah...It's L.A.Z.Y!

If and only if I do assigned with such assignment after this, I need you, my friend to remind me to do it early. With my spirit had lowered down in this last 2 or three week, I wish I do have someone to encourage me to stick with my core business. I am sorry because I do not call my family weekly as usual. Miss my family so much nut I do not have such time to call you Abah and Ma!

I've been dreaming to have my courage back. Now, I can see it shadow! Let's hope that 'shadow' will turn to a real enthusiastic spirit. To all my friends, I am sorry for everything. I might had make you all disappointed of myself lately. I'm sorry to those I hurt in the past, now and in the future!

Exam yang ditangguhkan

2009-01-10T03:03:00.004+08:00

Peperiksaan yang sepatutnya berlangsung esok ditangguhkan. Kenapa ditangguhkan, itu mungkin rahsia Jabatan Anatomi, Fakulti Perubatan, Universiti Iskandariah. Tapi rata-rata bersyukur. Semua diberi masa dan peluang lagi untuk mengulangkaji (jika masih diberi nyawa oleh Allah).

Bila dicerirtakan tentang ajal dan maut, bulu roma meremang. Kalau yang berada di Malaysia, akan berasa perihatin terhadap saudara se-Islam. Tapi kalau orang yang macam saya, perihatin itu lebih kerana Palestin adalah jiran bersebelahan tanah Musa ini. Saya fikirkan, kalau di Malaysia dan Mesir, tak ada orang risau kalau dia akan ditembak ketika berjalan menuju sekolah, pejabat atau pasar (kecuali kalau betul buat jahat). Kalau dibandingkan dengan keadaan di negara Palestin, mereka sentiasa diancam peluru (walaupun mereka tidak berbuat apa-apa). Sekarang kotak mesej offline saya dipenuhi dengan pelbagai mesej menyeru umat Islam seluruh dunia agar melakukan sesuatu demi Palestin. Lepas solat Jumaat tadi, di Gami' Ibrahim, Iskandariah ada demonstrasi. Polis ramai berkumpul untuk menghadapi risiko rusuhan besar-besar. Kebetulan hari ini saya agak terlambat untuk ke masjid. Jadi, hari ini saya hanya bersembahyang di depan simpang Asmara.

Bila dengar ada kawan saya yang terkepung dalam demonstrasi, saya jadi takut. Ada hikmah juga saya turun bersolat agak lewat. Adalah dilarang bagi kami menyertai rapat umum atau yang seerti dengannya atas alasan menjaga keselamatan. Lakukan apa yang sewajarnya dan yang termampu. Semoga Allah membalas kebaikan kalian dan merahmati kalian selamanya.

*Al-Fatihah buat saudara-saudara kita di Palestin.

blog kosong

2009-01-05T05:30:00.004+08:00

Dah berapa hari blog ini kosong. Bukan apa, sengaja biarkan emo menguasai. Kenapa saya emo?
Saja nak biarkan perasaan dilayan. terima kasih bagi mereka yang risau akan keadaan saya. Saya bahagia dengan hidup saya sekarang. Biarlah saya tak popular. Hidup bahagia lebih penting.

Saya tak pernah kacau hidup orang. Malas nak pikirkan pasal orang lain. Tak seronok pun! Ada pulak yang rasa saya ambil tahu segalanya pasal mereka. Maaf, saya tiada masa untuk itu.

*Doakan untuk peperiksaan akhir semester yang kian mendatang! Ma3a taufiq wannajah!

2009 atau 1430...

2009-01-01T02:48:00.002+08:00

Malam ni malam terakhir tahun 2008 di Mesir. Kalau di Malaysia sekarang hampir pukul tiga. Saya terlalu sakit hati malam ni. Ada benda yang membuatkan hati melompat. Ada juga yang membuat darah menyirap. Saya suka orang datang ke asrama. Tak adalah sunyi sangat asrama ni tanpa pengunjung. Tiba-tiba, saya ter'emo' dengan tetamu malam ni. Tak tahu kenapa saya cepat panas sangat.

Tapi saya harap ada harapan yang cerah disebalik emosi saya yang kurang sihat menjelang tahun baru. Bukan niat saya menyalahkan orang lain atas ke 'kurang sempurana' an emosi saya. Tapi semua orang perlu ada hubungan mutualisme. Mereka jaga kesihatan emosi saya, saya juga akan turut menjaga kesiahatan emosi mereka. Bagi mereka yang pernah terasa dengan saya, ada satu benda yang kamu semua perlu tahu. Saya tak pernah dan tak akan menyimpan titik hitam itu dalam kotak memori.

Saya terlalu beremosi sejak akhir-akhir ini. Mungkin pasca-kontroversi menjadikan saya begini. Apa kontroversi itu? Tak perlu ingatkan saya pada perkara picisan yang lepas. Pada Allah saya mohon ampun atas dosa yang saya lakukan sepanjang 1429 dan 2008. Semua itu adalah kelemahan saya. Pada semua yang mengenali saya, maaf dipohon atas segala kesilapan saya. Pada Ma, Abah, Along, Abang Azmi, Angah, Abang Azfar, Abang Fadzilah, Kak Najah dan Bila, moga tahun baru kalian disinari limpah rahmat Allah. Salam Maal Hijrah & Tahun Baru 2009.

Kullu a'am wa entum bikheir!

K.A.W.A.N

2008-12-30T05:25:00.003+08:00

Kalau nak diceritakan, banyak yang akan saya ceritakan pasal gabungan huruf k, a, w, a dan n. Semua sudah bosan dengan cerita tentang kawan! Saya suka berkawan. Semua orang boleh jadi kawan saya. Sebab apa yang penting, kawan saya boleh terima saya dan kawan-kawan saya yang lain. Saya suka berkawan. Kawan-kawan saya semua baik-baik. Kalau saya cakap kawan saya jahat, itu satu benda tipu. Atau mainan mulut saya yang tak boleh diam ni!

Memang kalau kawan saya buat benda yang pelik sikit saya akan tegur. Tapi saya tak kata kawan saya jahat. Syaitan yang jahat permainkan kawan saya, nak tarik kawan saya jadi kawan dia. Jadi saya main peranan untuk rebut balik kawan saya daripada jadi kawan syaitan!

Jadi kalau kawan-kawan yang saya tegur tu bukan maksudnya mereka jahat. Sebab kawan saya baiklah saya tak nak kawan saya buat benda pelik-pelik. Kawan saya juga adalah mereka yang boleh terima siapa saya dan yang penting boleh terima tulisan saya (itu pun kalau tulisan saya tak merepek dan boleh diterima umum).

Saya teringin nak minta maaf pada semua kawan-kawan saya sebelum tidur. Takut saya mati sebelum minta maaf pada semua. Saya seronok berkawan dengan kawan-kawan saya. Lagi satu jangan pandang serong kat kawan-kawan saya sebab kalau mereka buat salah pun sebab mereka sedang dipengaruhi anasir luar. Secara fitrahnya mereka baik! Betul tak kawan-kawan?

unbreak.my.heart.

2008-12-28T21:11:00.001+08:00

REGRESA A MI

No me abandones asi
hablando solo de ti
Ven y devuelveme al fin
la sonrisa que se fue
Una vez mas
tocar tu piel
y hondo suspirar
Recuperemos lo que se ha perdido

(Chorus)
Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Yo no quiero llorar
Regresa a mi

ExtraÃ±o el amor que se fue
ExtraÃ±o la dicha tambien
Quiero que vengas a mi
y me vuelvas a querer
No puedo mas
si tu no estas
Tienes que llegar
Mi vida se apaga
sin ti a mi lado

(Chorus)
Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Yo no quiero llorar
Regresa a mi

No me abandones asi
hablando solo de ti
Devuelveme la pasion de tus brazos
Regresa a mi
Quiereme otra vez
Borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Yo no quiero llorar
Borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mi
Dime que si
Dime que si

Regresa a mi

Regresa a mi

Unbreak my heart versi Il Divo ini cukup menyentuh...

menerima keadaan seadanya

2008-12-27T21:25:00.002+08:00

Hidup kita punya pilihan. Menulis blog adalah pilihan untuk meluahkan rasa hati. Saya bukan orang sempurna. Apa yang saya tulis hanyalah fikiran saya. Apa yang tersembunyi hanya saya mengerti. Saya suka jika ada sesiapa menulis timbal balas kepada lukisan saya. Semoga hikmah itu dapat ditafsir. Kepada semua sahabat-sahabat yang pernah terasa dengan tulisan saya, saya memohon ampun daripada Allah SWT dan meminta maaf kepada kalian. Bukan terdetik niat untuk menjadikan blog ini blog gosip atau blog yang memburukkan bangsa manusia. Semoga saya terus setia menulis!

Terima kasih dunia!

2008-12-26T17:39:00.008+08:00

Bukan selalu saya bercampur dengan penghuni asrama MARA. Saya bukan suka bersosial dengan semua orang. Segan la! Tapi saya tak nak jadi kambing yang duduk seorang tunggu harimau! Saya nak jadi manusia. Tengoklah dulu... Tapi setakat ni saya dah ok dengan semua penghuni bangunan lapan tingkat ni. Macam saya pernah cakap, saya bukan tak baik ngan semua orang tapi saya tak suka campur hal orang lain. Tapi benda yang tak baik saya perlu komen!

1. Saya suka orang nak cari pasangan hidup mati dunia akhirat (saya sokong pembinaan masjid!), tapi jangan la melampau sangat. Sikit-sikit udah ler. Sampai nak pegang-pegang tangan di tempat awam tu (dan tempat tersembunyi), itu namanya dah melampau. Saya tak tujukan kepada lepasan Shahputra semata-mata, KTT, UKM dan IKIP pun kena terasa. Saya bukan sempurna sangat, tapi ini benda yang saya tahu ia salah! Saya lagi suka kawan saya kahwin awal daripada buat benda-benda yang pelik. Alhamdulillah tak ada lagi yang buat benda yang betul-betul pelik. Tapi saya memandang persentuhan lapisan luar kulit itu satu yang pelik. Juga keluar berdua yang boleh mengundang fitnah. Saya anti fitnah. Tak berkenan betul kalau ustaz dan usatazah pandang pelajar perubatan sebagai pencemar nama Malaysia di Mesir. Kalau katanya ahsan naas, tolonglah jaga tangan dan seluruh anggota secara holistik! Tak kan nak ustaz dan usatzah gelar kita sebagai pengganggu reputasi.

2. Saya sokong kerja-kerja organisasi tapi jangan bersaing untuk menegakkan diri sendiri betul semata-mata betul. Memang betul kata orang-orang tersebut tapi jangan sampai bawa dalam perjumpaan. semua orang tengok tak elok. Dua orang pemimpin yang bagus dan ideanya bernas saling nak bidas satu sama lain dalam perjumpaan organisasi.

3. Saya suka orang yang bersemangat dengan kerja berkumpulan, tapi saya tak berapa berkenan dengan orang yang menekan ahli lain dalam kumpulan tersebut. Memang komitmen itu penting tapi manusia biasa mempunyai berpuluh lagi komitmen. Keputusan pun mesti dibuat dengan persetujuan semua. Bimbang kalau keputusan itu mengganggu komitmen orang lain yang tiada kaitan dengan kita.

Saya bukan orang yang sempurna untuk mencaci tapi saya hanya menegur diri saya dahulu dan kemudian mengajak orang ke arah kebaikan. Juga menegah saya daripada maksiat dan kemudian menegah orang lain dari kefasadan.

akhirnya...entri selepas cuti!

2008-12-21T02:48:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah segala puji bagi tuhan semesta alam. Atas limpahan kasihnya, tulisan saya dapat dibaca oleh sidang pembaca sekalian. Entri kali ini adalah entri yang istimewa kerana ia hasil pendaman idea mentah saya selepas uzlah 40 hari. Cuti empat puluh hari ini cukup pendek (mungkin cuti sepanjang cuti bersalin tidak dikira pendek). Saya melalui beberapa mood dalam hidup saya sepanjang empat puluh hari ini.

- Mood pertama saya menjadi seorang pelajar yang ripuh menelaah pelajaran demi midsem.

- Mood kedua saya jadi seorang rakyat Malaysia yang terlalu asyik menyambut raya di perantauan.

- Mood ketiga saya jadi pelajar yang fokus dan optimis.

- Mood keempat saya jadi pelajar yang hilang fokus dan pesimis.

Kenapa ya saya jadi macam ni?

Kalau tengok balik apa yang terjadi pada hidup saya dalam empat puluh hari ini, kita lihat ada naik dan turun dalam hidup saya. Saya dapat merasai sesuatu darinya. Kata orang hidup umpama roda. Saya kata ya! Sebab bukti dah ada di atas. Sekarang pula saya dah jd invisible. Bukan kera sumbang. Cuma saya lebih aman hidup terasing. Kalau ada orang lain pun bukan boleh tolong saya melawan hukum roda yang saya sebut di atas tadi. Rasanya ASMARA Alex (Asrama MARA Iskandariah) pun melalui kitaran (maksud saya hidup di dalamnya). Waktu menteri datang, semua licin berkemas. Lepas menteri pulang semua terabur dan tak terurus (katil saya la) dan satu lagi kemudahan internet terabai.

Kenapa ASMARA pun ada perubahan?

Saya tak ada jawapan sebenar. Tapi saya rasa orang yang mengendali dan menghuni asrama ini pun sedang melalui kitaran roda masing-masing. Itu teori saya. Saya tak suruh semua sidang pembaca percaya seratus peratus. Kadang-kadang pun bosan sebenarnya menghuni ASMARA. Entah apa yang tak kena saya pun tak tahu. Macam lagi seronok duduk rumah sewa rasanya. Boleh masak sesuka hati. Boleh buat kek (beli tepung kek pra-bancuh), buat basbusa (pun beli ramuan segera) dan bakar bashamel (asyik makan kat kedai , bosan rasanya). Sekarang, Cuma boleh buat jeli dan mahalabeya (sebab dua-dua tak payah bakar).

Satu lagi, kenapa saya malas masak?

Bahan semua ada dalam peti ais. Tapi malas betul nak turun dapur. Dapur elektrik elok dan baru lagi (Terima Kasih pada Azriq yang beli hotplate untuk kami di Fathallah Suq Gomlah letaknya di Mandarah). Saya dulu cukup suka masak (walaupun tak sedap tapi bolehla nak bagi kawan-kawan rasa) lebih-lebih lagi untuk makan malam. Tapi sekarang asyik makan luar, jemu juga dengan makanan Arab tapi malas masak punya pasal sanggup digagahkan juga makan falafel, batatis, sbageti lahmah dan sebagainya. Sekali –sekala rindu nak rasa nasi goreng ala Malaysia bolah pergi Gad. Ada ruz sea food. Rasa memang macam nasi goreng Malaysia. Tapi mahal, tak larat nak makan tiap-tiap malam. Udang pun banyak, memang membuatkan mata berair (itu tanda resdung dah mengganas semula selepas lama berhibernasi).

Akhir sekali, kenapa saya jadi invisible?

Saya akan jawab, kalau saya ada sekalipun orang tak perasan. Jadi saya gelar diri saya invisible. Satu lagi teori saya, invisibility saya menjadikan saya pesimis agaknya. Saya rasa orang semua tak hiraukan saya. Mungkin sebab tu. Tapi bila saya fikir balik dan saya akan cakap pada diri saya sendiri, “tak kisahlah apa orang nak cakap!”. Itu kata saya. Orang lain kata kita sepatutnya bergaul dan sensitif kepada orang sekeliling. Saya balas, kenapa perlu sensitif? Kalau terlebih sensitif ada pula yang tak suka. Jadi lebih baik diam. Kan?

Ma'alish, uzlah sementara!

2008-11-07T05:01:00.002+08:00

Maaf, blog ini beruzlah selama 40 hari. entri akan datang adalah pada 17 Disember 2008. Maaf kepada semua sidang pembaca. Wassalam. Kullu sanah wa entum bikheir! Salam Aidiladha...

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Serum bilirubin	<34 μmol/L (<2.0mg/dL)	34-51 μmol/L (2.0-3.0 mg/dL)	>51 μmol/L (>3.o mg/dL)
Serum albumin	>35 g/L	30-35 g/L	<39 g/L
Ascites	None	Easily controlled	Poorly controlled
Neurologic disorder	None	Minimal encephalopathy	Advanced coma
Clotting properties	PT prolonged 0-4 s (INR < 1.7)	Prolonged 4-6 s (INR 1.7-2.3)	Prolonged > 6 (INR >2.3)

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