If and only if I do assigned with such assignment after this, I need you, my friend to remind me to do it early. With my spirit had lowered down in this last 2 or three week, I wish I do have someone to encourage me to stick with my core business. I am sorry because I do not call my family weekly as usual. Miss my family so much nut I do not have such time to call you Abah and Ma!
I've been dreaming to have my courage back. Now, I can see it shadow! Let's hope that 'shadow' will turn to a real enthusiastic spirit. To all my friends, I am sorry for everything. I might had make you all disappointed of myself lately. I'm sorry to those I hurt in the past, now and in the future!